berthy's world

This is just a breaking news to all of you, since yesterday, i can't figure it out why i can't get access to my email and facebook.. and unfortunately i found out that it had been hacked!!
so i would like to say sorry for this situation, i'm still trying to solve this problem.. and till then i would like to say my email : beyheartly@ymail.com and my facebook : berthy heartly is out of my control.
if you accept any messages or anything from the sites, please ignore it till another news about this condition..

thank you for your undertstanding..
with love, Bey...

4 is the forthcoming fourth studio album by American recording artist Beyoncé Knowles, scheduled for release on June 24, 2011 by Columbia Records. The album marks the first release by Knowles since separating, professionally, with father and manager, Mathew Knowles.
Preceding the album's release, lead single "Run the World (Girls)" was released as a digital download worldwide on April 21, 2011. The single was rushed for release after an early demo leaked on April 18, 2011. "Best Thing I Never Had" was released as the album's second single on June 1, 2011.
The album's US release date was revealed the same day as the music video for "Run the World (Girls)" premiered.On May 31, 2011, OneRepublic confirmed via Twitter that they worked on the last song for the album.Diane Warren revealed in an interview with PopWrap on June 1, 2011, that she also contributed to the album. She stated, "I just wrote something a week and a half ago that Beyoncé recorded and I think it's the best thing I've ever written. She sang it amazingly. I think it's a career song and probably my favorite thing I've ever written... right now."
"Run the World (Girls)" was released as the album's lead single on April 21, 2011. After snippets of "Run the World (Girls)" were leaked on April 14, 2011, the entire song was leaked four days later; forcing the single release of "Run the World (Girls)" to be rushed. Its accompanying music video was shot over the span of three days by director Francis Lawrence, starting on April 11, 2011 and ending on April 13, 2011 The video premiered on May 18, 2011 on American Idol.
"Best Thing I Never Had" was released as the album's second single. The song premiered on US radio on June 1, 2011, and was released for digital download the same day.

alright here i am, sitting in front of my computer in my office room, try to write down and share some feelings on me...
it's rain outside and i have nothing to do...
what i feel now is UPSET!!!! really upset with my office mate!!
byangkan hrs sekantor dengan org2 yang bermuka manis, namun slalu bersiap menjatuhkan kamu ketika kamu lengah atau berbuat kesalahan.. even it just a little mistake!!!
yah,,, spertinya mereka cocoknya menjdi sutradara coz mereka pinter bgt ngerancang hal2 yg kecil menjadi masalah besar...
mulai dari masalah grade, gaji, ampe masalah kecil seperti makanan....
oh Lord..... plisss,,, sprtinya lom cukup smuanya...
yes, i get so irritating with these stupid things!!!
but, somehow i just realize that this is the lesson for me!
prnah denger gak pepatah "manusia menajamkan manusia"
mungkin ini adalah salah satu bentukya,,, it makes me more stronger, more tough....

Yup!! mengjarkan untuk lebih bersabar....
but i know one day, when the time is come, i have to say "ENOUGH" and walk awaayyyy......

with love,
bey....
N.B  The time to say "ENOUGH" is getting closer!!!! LOL!!!

For many years there were a lot of things about myself that I hated. I just could not accept myself. I could love other people just fine, but when it came to me I held the bar so high that ANY flaw, any mistake or any misstep was not only wrong, it made me a bad person in my own mind.
I had no connection to my Creator; I didn’t even know what that meant or felt like. Love was some Valentine’s Day gimmick and even though I seemed “confident” on the outside, it was false. It was cockiness used to cover up insecurity. That insecurity ran deep. I thought I had to have all this money, all these things to be worthy of a man’s love. I thought I had to be uber-successful to earn my parents respect. I thought I was nothing without achieving in the world.
All that has come crashing down. I have learned through much pain and trials that all those worldly things do not define me. Not because I’m in denial, but because I have learned that outer circumstances change ALL the time and that if I defined myself by what is happening on the outside, then when
Things change, who I am also changes.
That is setup for craziness.
Also, as I have cultivated a deeper relationship with my Creator, I’ve come to accept myself for my flaws and insecurities. I was made the way I was. As Lady Gaga says, “There’s nothing wrong with loving who you are, ‘cuz He made you perfect babe”.
I realized this past weekend that the things I dislike about myself have been created in me by The Uni-verse. It’s almost as if how I programmed, with my flaws, insecurities and “bad habits”, are all habits that eventually lead me back to Love.
The Uni-verse knows how to get my attention, too. Most of the major changes and discoveries in my Spiritual life have come from women. My mom has been a major spiritual influence on me. And most of my life, The Uni-verse has sent me my next spiritual steps through really cute boy who any girls or guys *LOL* would be crazy not to have a crush on. It’s actually a recurring theme in my life.
I was reflecting on this the other day and beating myself up for it. I didn’t like it. It made me think I was vain, or unloving, or that there was something wrong with me. But I had an insight and realized that’s how I was created by The Uni-verse. That’s how I can be spoken to. It kind of like going into France and speaking Japanese. The Uni-verse talks to us in the language that we understand.
The two places I can be spoken to best are through entrepreneur’s I respect and women and men  I admire. And as soon as I realized this is how I was programmed and that my Creator loved me anyway, everything became lighter.
Now I’m not saying that this is the only way I learn, or that the only people I learn from are entrepreneur’s or women; I see everyone I meet as a teacher in some way. But when The Uni-verse really wants to drive home a point, that’s how It does it.
I started to see after I realized this that there are a lot of other “flaws” that I have that The Uni-verse has used for good. Take my deeeeep unmet desire to love and be loved by a woman. That pain of unfulfilled love has been used to teach me how to love myself AND create TDL in the process.
Pretty amazing, huh?
That’s how compassionate The Uni-verse is. It knows us perfectly. When we can learn to love ourselves as The Uni-verse loves us, flaws and all, the charge goes away. The self-judgment goes away. We step into self-acceptance and as a result can give and receive better.
From that place of self-acceptance we then have the inner conviction to create any kind of outer world we desire. We are undefined by the outer world, and rather defined by inner conviction and Love of our Creator.
This is how we connect with the unchanging. No longer defined by outer circumstances, our deep love of ourselves right where we are is solid ground to from which to live life. In this day and age of massive consumerism and “magazine beauty” driven fashion, radical self-acceptance and self-love is a revolutionary stance.
Join the revolution! ) What can you love about yourself today? Ask The Uni-verse how you can use your “flaws”, “insecurities” and “bad habits” for your growth and success. There is an answer in there – I guarantee it. All you gotta do is ask!
“Dear Uni-verse, show me how to love and accept these crazy parts of myself! Show me how to use them the way You intended them to be used. Show me how to see the beautiful gifts in my flaws, my insecurities and my bad habits! Show me how to accept myself as You made me.”
Ask, and it is given. Wanna ask?
Love,