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Another year has gone by...



There so many 25th’s of December
Just as many 17th of August’s
And we’re still holding it together
It only comes down to you and I

I know you can still remember
Things we said right from the start
When we said that this could be special
I’m keeping those words deep down in my heart
I never been much for occasions
You never let another birthday go by
Without announcing how much you love me
But the truth was always there
Right there in your eyes

And we’re still holding hands when we’re walking
Acting like we’ve only just met
But how can that be - when there’s so much history
I guess that’s how true lovers can get

Another year has gone by
And I’m still the one by your side
After everything that’s gone by
There’s still no one saying goodbye
Though another year has gone by

happy new year 2011

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Rihanna - Talk That Talk


Talk That Talk is the sixth studio album by Barbadian recording artist Rihanna and was released on November 18, 2011, through Def Jam Recordings. The lead single from the album, "We Found Love" featuring Calvin Harris, premiered on Capital FM radio on September 22, 2011, and was released on iTunes U.S. the same day. The album is rooted in R&B, dance-pop, and pop, but also incorporates a variety of genres such as hip hop, electro, trance, house, and dubstep.
Lyrically, the album speaks of love, sexuality, and empowerment. The album received generally positive reviews from critics, many of which complimented its departure from the dark themes presented on her fourth and fifth studio albums, Rated R (2009) and Loud (2010), respectively.
Talk that Talk differed from Rihanna's previous release, Rated R (2009), which featured a prominently foreboding and angry tone with dark themes and incorporated elements of hip hop, rock, and dubstep music genres as well as Loud, featureing up-tempo and pop genres, ranging from dance-pop to electro-R&B. Critics have noted Talk that Talk as her return to her dancehall roots, which was prominent on her earlier albums Music of the Sun (2005) and A Girl Like Me (2006), as well as Loud (2010).

And my favorite are : we found love, you da one, farewell, watch n learn, where have you been, we all want love, talk that talk, OMG!!! i love all the songs!!!

Rihanna - Talk That Talk

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Farewell...

Wherever you're going
I wanna go
Wherever you're heading
Can you let me know
I don't mind catching up
I'm on my way
Just can't take the thought of you miles away

And I know you're going somewhere to make a better life
I hope that you find it on the first try
And even though it kills me
That you have to go
I know it'll be sadder
If you never hit the road


I will write to tell you what's going on
But you won't miss nothing but the same old song
If you don't mind catching up
I'll spend the day telling you stories about a land far away
But I know

So farewell!
Somebody is gonna miss you
Farewell
Somebody is gonna wish that you were here
That somebody is me

And I'm gon' try to hold it all in
Try to hold back my tears
So it don't make you stay here, yeah
I'mma try to be a big girl now
Cause I don't wanna be
The reason you don't leave

farewell...

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Mr Know It All

it ‘s time for me to speak up.. it’s time for you to shut up and listen what i say!!!!

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don’t know a thing at all
Ain’t it something y’all
When somebody tells you something ‘bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow
Mr. Bring Me Down
Well ya like to bring me down, don’t you?
But I ain’t laying down, baby, I ain’t goin’ down
Can’t nobody tell me how it’s gonna be
Nobody’s gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow
Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame when you want me back again
But I ain’t falling back again
‘Cause I’m living my truth without your lies
Let’s be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain’t coming back tomorrow
So you think that you know me
That’s why I’m leaving you lonely
‘Cause baby you don’t know a thing about me
You don’t know a thing about me
You ain’t got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
You don’t know a thing about me
better watch your move, Mr. Know It All….
 
with love, bey…

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Just a kiss goodnight

i think this song could be a lovely lullaby before you go to bed….
and yes i love this song, i love this band.. Lady Antebellum…
and here is their new single “Just a kiss”, taken from their new album “Own The Night”
Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss….
Lyin’ here with you so close to me
It’s hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I’ve never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I’m holding you in my arms
We don’t need to rush this
Let’s just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don’t want to mess this thing up
I don’t want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life
So baby I’m alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It’ll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It’s never felt so real, no it’s never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don’t want to mess this thing up
I don’t want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life
So baby I’m alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don’t want to say goodnight
I know it’s time to leave, but you’ll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don’t want to mess this thing up
I don’t want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life
So baby I’m alright, oh, let’s do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight

yes, just with a kiss goodnight….
love, bey....

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Save me...


I’m all alone tonight,
No stars are shining on me
I’m thinkin’ I’d be alright
If somebody would just call me…
I know that I’m not crazy,
Everybody must get this way, sometimes
So look around,
For the people in your life that say
I guess you missed the signs,
But honey I can never blame you
I don’t want ya feelin’ guilty,
that’d keep you in pain too
Now I can’t hear you when I’m far away, away
So maybe you could learn from this,
And help somebody else someday
Cause I’m human after all
And I could not catch my fall
And nobody ever came around my way
to check up on me and see if I was doin’ alright
Nobody came to save me
So please somebody save me..
I need somebody’s help here
Thought it would be alright but
I’m not pullin’ through on my own
Is anyone around who can Save Me
I’m fallin’ down it’s crazy
If this is the pain God gave me,
I’m cool with that,
But wont somebody Save Me….

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Who You Are...

and i think i wanna add a lyric from Jessie J - Who You Are just to make these haters realize that i'm okay to be my myself.. it's okay to be who you are...
I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould, yeah!
The more I try the less it's working, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WOAH!
Just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...

Who You Are

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Always You...

I've been to so many moments in my life
Where I can't find anyone to turn to but You
Only You
Always You.

And when all that's around me are fallin'
You will remain there standing just for me
Only You
Only You.

In my weakest times, You were so strong
When all hope is gone, You carry on
I draw my strength from You
When I could no longer find any of it in me.

You are my life
You are my strength
I can't fight a battle alone
I can make it through when I'm with You.

'Cause You are my shield
You are my soul
You're breathing life into my heart
All the love that I have come from You
Always You.

I've been lost in the middle of nowhere
And I can't find my way home
I'm so lost without You
But You have pulled me through.

You took me in Your arms
And You rescued me from the dark
And now, I'm finally home
I feel safe, 'cause now I'm with You.

All the love that I have come from You..

Always You

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Colbie caillat - All of You




All of You is the third studio album by American singer-songwriter Colbie Caillat. The album was scheduled to be released on May 3, 2011, but was pushed back to a July 12, 2011 release in the United States through Universal Republic. The set, largely produced by Greg Wells (Adele, Rufus Wainwright, Katy Perry), features one guest appearance by rapper/actor Common, who graces “Favorite Song,” while her songwriting collaborators include Ryan Tedder, Toby Gad, Jason Reeves and Rick Nowels The album's lead-single "I Do" was released on February 7, 2011 and has charted at number 23 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart and at number 11 on the Adult Pop Songs. A second single "Brighter Than the Sun" was released on May 17, 2011 and has charted at number 73 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart.
The album's lead single, "I Do", was released on February 07, 2011 and was a sucess, debuting at number 23 on the Billboard Hot 100.The song gathered positive reviews from music critics. The second single "Brighter Than the Sun" was released on May 17, 2011 and reached number 73 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart. Caillat promoted the album on Today on July 12, 2011 and appeared on the Tonight Show with Jay Leno on July 14, 2011.
And here is the Track List:
1. "Brighter Than the Sun"  

2. "I Do"  

3. "Before I Let You Go"  

4. "Favorite Song" (featuring Common)

5. "What If"  

6. "Shadow"  

7. "Think Good Thoughts"  

8. "Like Yesterday"  

9. "All of You"  

10. "Dream Life, Life"  

11. "What Means the Most"  

12. "Make It Rain"  


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Happy B'day Jessica Simpson



Happy Birthday Jessica Simpson...
I love you, and i will always do!
Wish you nothing but the best in life and love..
You are an inspiration!!
and if u ask me why i love her so much? then i answered: coz she teaches me how to be strong and at the same time how to laughing your life... life is too precious!!!
and i would like to say thank you to the team of sweethazzard.com ( @sweethazzard ) for this wonderful friendship. Jessica brings us together...


with love,
bey - @officialberthy

Happy B'day Jessica Simpson

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Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 5)


and here are Jessica Simpson"s Collection! No more questions about her as a bussineswoman! she become billionaire this year and her collection is going strong!! Let the World Domination begins!!!!

with love,
bey - @officialberthy

pic source: sweethazzard.com

happy b'day Jessica Simpson

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Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 4)


here are some movies of Jessica Simpson..
Her first movie was a blockbuster hit and her second one is a loved one and a must watch every time it comes on TV. Her last ones have done AMAZING on DVD rental and whenever it’s on TV I read/hear nothing but good things. My Favorite? Major Movie Star/Private Valentine. She Rocks in it. 
and how about you?
with love,
bey - @officialberthy

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Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 3)


we all known Jessica Simpson as a singer! yes, and she's still....
Start with "Sweet Kisses"  become so "Irresistible" singer turn to be a beautiful girl "In This Skin". She celebrated her love of X'mas with "Rejoce:the christmas album" and with all the news and rumours around her "A Public Affair" she still standing here. After every news about her, people started to think they know everything about her, well she answer that with "Do You Know", her 1st country album, an album about love, life, and heartbreak.
and the last but not least, she back again to pop music, with her 2nd X'mas album "Happy Christmas:. another great christmas album...
and i still believe the list still goeson with another new album in the future...


with love,

bey - @officialberthy


Pic Souce: sweethazzard.com

happy b'day Jessica Simpson

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Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 2)





Happy B'day Jessica Simpson
here are the perfumes from Jessica Simpson, starts with Fancy, and then Fancy Love, the 3rd Fancy Nights, and the last one I Fancy You.... and i think it all inspired by LOVE....

with love, Bey - @officialberthy


pic source: sweethazzard.com

Happy B'day Jessica Simpson

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Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 1)

happy b'day Jessica Simpson....
here some pic of Jessica Simpson on TV.. her last but not least reality show on TV : "The Price of Beauty"

with love, Bey - @officialberthy....

pic source: Sweethazzard.com

Jessica Simpson"s Birthday

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Quote for Today!


a special quote from my idol, Jessica Simpson...
let the pic speaks for itself...

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Today is Your Day

You got what it takes you can win?

You got what it takes you can win,
Today is your day to begin.
Don't give up here, don't you quit.
The moment is now, this is it
Know that you can then you will
Get to the top of the hill
Part of the fun is the climb
You just gotta make up your mind

When somebody throws sticks and stones
All they can break are your bones
And life's gonna kick you around
Then kick you again when you're down

Brush yourself off no regrets
This is as good as it gets
Don't expect more or less
Just go out and give it your best (give it your best)

That today is your day
And nothing can stand in your way
Today is your day
Everything's goin' your way

*taken from Shania Twain - Today is Your Day

Today is Your Day

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Jessica Simpson new show : Fashion Star


UNIVERSAL CITY, Calif. – June 13, 2011 – NBC announced that musician, entertainer and fashion designer Jessica Simpson will serve as a celebrity mentor on “Fashion Star,” the new reality competition series that will search for the next big brand in fashion with host Elle Macpherson, world-famous super-model icon, actress and businesswoman.
The announcement was made today by Paul Telegdy, Executive Vice President, Alternative Programming, NBC and Universal Media Studios.
“NBC is delighted to work with singer, designer, actress and pop culture icon Jessica Simpson,” said Telegdy. “With an almost billion dollar lifestyle brand under her belt she is sure to be an excellent mentor to our up-and-coming designers.”
“Jessica Simpson has built an incredible fashion business and is a perfect mentor to our aspiring designers,” said Ben Silverman, CEO and founder of Electus. “She will complement the buyers, Elle Macpherson and amazing format.”
Multi-media studio Electus, an operating business of IAC (Nasdaq: IACI), 5X5 Media and The Magical Elves (Emmy Award winners for “Top Chef” and the original producers of “Project Runway”) are the producers of “Fashion Star.” The series is designed not only to groom and discover America’s next popular brand, but through an exciting new format twist, it will allow viewers at home to buy the winning designs each week. The show will target real-time consumer feedback and interactivity and will span all categories of fashion from suits and dresses to lingerie, denim, bathing suits, accessories and more.
Simpson has taken the music, entertainment and fashion industries by storm. She has seven Billboard Top 40 hits and has starred in such feature films as “The Dukes of Hazzard,” “Employee of the Month” and “Blonde Ambition.” Simpson has also starred in the iconic hit reality series “Newlyweds” for MTV and her own VH1 docu-series, “The Price of Beauty.” She has guest-starred in such series as “Entourage” and “That ’70s Show.” In addition, Simpson has created a fashion empire with her Jessica Simpson Collection. The eponymous line boasts 22 product categories including shoes, handbags, jewelry, sunglasses and perfume.
The series will give 14 unknown designers the chance to win a multi-million dollar contract to launch their lines in three of America’s largest retailers. Each week, the show will kick off with an exhilarating fashion show unlike anything seen before featuring musical performances, dancers, and models in front of a live studio audience. Every fashion show will be built around a weekly challenge that is designed to further develop and expand the designer’s brand.
Buyers from each of the retailers will serve as the judges, making on-the-spot decisions as they bid against each other, dipping into their own wallets to purchase the work of these up-and-coming designers each week. These items will shape the future of their respective stores and create the next big trends for consumers. At the end of each episode, America will have the chance to immediately purchase the winning designs showcased on the episode that week. What viewers see on TV that night will be on the streets and in stores the very next day. With just a single trip down the runway, “Fashion Star” will change the lives and fortunes of these aspiring designers forever.
The show is hosted and executive-produced by one of the world’s most famous fashion icons, Macpherson. She best embodies the role of what it means to be a smart, savvy and creative business woman as she is also the founder of a series of internationally successful, U.K.-based business ventures including Elle Macpherson Intimates, a lingerie line celebrating its 20th year, and “The Body”, a line of skin-care products. The Australian-born Macpherson became one of the world’s top fashion models and was named as one of People magazine’s “Most Beautiful People.”
Fashion designers featured on the show will include everyone from the stay-at-home mom who makes her own clothes to sell at the local flea market, to the recent Parsons School of Design graduate who just landed his or her first job at Marc Jacobs. All the contestants will be put to the test to see how they react in a variety of real-world scenarios to determine who has the vision and desire to build a fashion empire and achieve their dream. With top experts as their guides and mentors throughout the process, designers will have to be as adept in the business of fashion as they are in their creativity as it’s up to them to make their brand a national reality.
In the end, one designer will successfully combine fashion and business to become the next “Fashion Star” and will receive the prize of a lifetime – an exclusive capsule line in each of the three largest retailers in the country.
“Fashion Star” is created by E.J. Johnston and James Deutch of the Global Fashion Association, Rick Ringbakk of Emmy Award-winning 5×5 Media (“Jamie Oliver’s Food Revolution”) and Ben Silverman (“The Biggest Loser,” “The Office,” “The Tudors”).
The show is executive-produced by Silverman of Electus, Jane Lipsitz & Dan Cutforth of The Magical Elves, Ringbakk of 5×5 Media (a full-service production company in an overall production and distribution agreement within the Electus studio system), Macpherson, and Johnston & Deutch of Global Fashion Association. Electus/Engine Distribution will retain all international distribution rights.
Please follow http://www.facebook.com/nbcfashionstar and at http://twitter.com/NBCFashionStar
Source:www.nbc.com

Jessica simpson new show : fashion star

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Imperfection Is Beautiful

well, i have nothing to said.. i've been through all these days, and i know you know how it feels.. so comeon, let's cheers up, love ourself, embrace our flaws and all,, coz imperfection is beautiful.. imperfection is a God's gift! 

with love, bey...

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Breaking News: My Facebook and email had been HACKED!!!

This is just a breaking news to all of you, since yesterday, i can't figure it out why i can't get access to my email and facebook.. and unfortunately i found out that it had been hacked!!
so i would like to say sorry for this situation, i'm still trying to solve this problem.. and till then i would like to say my email : beyheartly@ymail.com and my facebook : berthy heartly is out of my control.
if you accept any messages or anything from the sites, please ignore it till another news about this condition..

thank you for your undertstanding..
with love, Bey...

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Beyonce Knowles - 4


4 is the forthcoming fourth studio album by American recording artist Beyoncé Knowles, scheduled for release on June 24, 2011 by Columbia Records. The album marks the first release by Knowles since separating, professionally, with father and manager, Mathew Knowles.
Preceding the album's release, lead single "Run the World (Girls)" was released as a digital download worldwide on April 21, 2011. The single was rushed for release after an early demo leaked on April 18, 2011. "Best Thing I Never Had" was released as the album's second single on June 1, 2011.
The album's US release date was revealed the same day as the music video for "Run the World (Girls)" premiered.On May 31, 2011, OneRepublic confirmed via Twitter that they worked on the last song for the album.Diane Warren revealed in an interview with PopWrap on June 1, 2011, that she also contributed to the album. She stated, "I just wrote something a week and a half ago that Beyoncé recorded and I think it's the best thing I've ever written. She sang it amazingly. I think it's a career song and probably my favorite thing I've ever written... right now."
"Run the World (Girls)" was released as the album's lead single on April 21, 2011. After snippets of "Run the World (Girls)" were leaked on April 14, 2011, the entire song was leaked four days later; forcing the single release of "Run the World (Girls)" to be rushed. Its accompanying music video was shot over the span of three days by director Francis Lawrence, starting on April 11, 2011 and ending on April 13, 2011 The video premiered on May 18, 2011 on American Idol.
"Best Thing I Never Had" was released as the album's second single. The song premiered on US radio on June 1, 2011, and was released for digital download the same day.

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God"s answer


just keep believing in HIM!!!

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The Best Side of Life


The best time of the year
Is calling me home
The best time of the year
And I won't be alone
The best time of the year
I'll share it with you
When I look in your eyes
All my dreams will come true
The best time of the year
I follow my heart
Through the wind and the rain
No matter how far
I can feel all the magic tonight
On the best side of life

Your loving arms, your tender smile
We just forget the world around us
For a little while
There's only you and me tonight
I can feel the joy and happiness inside
Cause you're with me
On the best side of life
Is wherever you are
On the best side of life 

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hang on ato just enough...

alright here i am, sitting in front of my computer in my office room, try to write down and share some feelings on me...
it's rain outside and i have nothing to do...
what i feel now is UPSET!!!! really upset with my office mate!!
byangkan hrs sekantor dengan org2 yang bermuka manis, namun slalu bersiap menjatuhkan kamu ketika kamu lengah atau berbuat kesalahan.. even it just a little mistake!!!
yah,,, spertinya mereka cocoknya menjdi sutradara coz mereka pinter bgt ngerancang hal2 yg kecil menjadi masalah besar...
mulai dari masalah grade, gaji, ampe masalah kecil seperti makanan....
oh Lord..... plisss,,, sprtinya lom cukup smuanya...
yes, i get so irritating with these stupid things!!!
but, somehow i just realize that this is the lesson for me!
prnah denger gak pepatah "manusia menajamkan manusia"
mungkin ini adalah salah satu bentukya,,, it makes me more stronger, more tough....

Yup!! mengjarkan untuk lebih bersabar....
but i know one day, when the time is come, i have to say "ENOUGH" and walk awaayyyy......

with love,
bey....
N.B  The time to say "ENOUGH" is getting closer!!!! LOL!!!

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Love yourself flaws and all

For many years there were a lot of things about myself that I hated. I just could not accept myself. I could love other people just fine, but when it came to me I held the bar so high that ANY flaw, any mistake or any misstep was not only wrong, it made me a bad person in my own mind.
I had no connection to my Creator; I didn’t even know what that meant or felt like. Love was some Valentine’s Day gimmick and even though I seemed “confident” on the outside, it was false. It was cockiness used to cover up insecurity. That insecurity ran deep. I thought I had to have all this money, all these things to be worthy of a man’s love. I thought I had to be uber-successful to earn my parents respect. I thought I was nothing without achieving in the world.
All that has come crashing down. I have learned through much pain and trials that all those worldly things do not define me. Not because I’m in denial, but because I have learned that outer circumstances change ALL the time and that if I defined myself by what is happening on the outside, then when
Things change, who I am also changes.
That is setup for craziness.
Also, as I have cultivated a deeper relationship with my Creator, I’ve come to accept myself for my flaws and insecurities. I was made the way I was. As Lady Gaga says, “There’s nothing wrong with loving who you are, ‘cuz He made you perfect babe”.
I realized this past weekend that the things I dislike about myself have been created in me by The Uni-verse. It’s almost as if how I programmed, with my flaws, insecurities and “bad habits”, are all habits that eventually lead me back to Love.
The Uni-verse knows how to get my attention, too. Most of the major changes and discoveries in my Spiritual life have come from women. My mom has been a major spiritual influence on me. And most of my life, The Uni-verse has sent me my next spiritual steps through really cute boy who any girls or guys *LOL* would be crazy not to have a crush on. It’s actually a recurring theme in my life.
I was reflecting on this the other day and beating myself up for it. I didn’t like it. It made me think I was vain, or unloving, or that there was something wrong with me. But I had an insight and realized that’s how I was created by The Uni-verse. That’s how I can be spoken to. It kind of like going into France and speaking Japanese. The Uni-verse talks to us in the language that we understand.
The two places I can be spoken to best are through entrepreneur’s I respect and women and men  I admire. And as soon as I realized this is how I was programmed and that my Creator loved me anyway, everything became lighter.
Now I’m not saying that this is the only way I learn, or that the only people I learn from are entrepreneur’s or women; I see everyone I meet as a teacher in some way. But when The Uni-verse really wants to drive home a point, that’s how It does it.
I started to see after I realized this that there are a lot of other “flaws” that I have that The Uni-verse has used for good. Take my deeeeep unmet desire to love and be loved by a woman. That pain of unfulfilled love has been used to teach me how to love myself AND create TDL in the process.
Pretty amazing, huh?
That’s how compassionate The Uni-verse is. It knows us perfectly. When we can learn to love ourselves as The Uni-verse loves us, flaws and all, the charge goes away. The self-judgment goes away. We step into self-acceptance and as a result can give and receive better.
From that place of self-acceptance we then have the inner conviction to create any kind of outer world we desire. We are undefined by the outer world, and rather defined by inner conviction and Love of our Creator.
This is how we connect with the unchanging. No longer defined by outer circumstances, our deep love of ourselves right where we are is solid ground to from which to live life. In this day and age of massive consumerism and “magazine beauty” driven fashion, radical self-acceptance and self-love is a revolutionary stance.
Join the revolution! :o ) What can you love about yourself today? Ask The Uni-verse how you can use your “flaws”, “insecurities” and “bad habits” for your growth and success. There is an answer in there – I guarantee it. All you gotta do is ask!
“Dear Uni-verse, show me how to love and accept these crazy parts of myself! Show me how to use them the way You intended them to be used. Show me how to see the beautiful gifts in my flaws, my insecurities and my bad habits! Show me how to accept myself as You made me.”
Ask, and it is given. Wanna ask?
Love,

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I know how it feels



Yah,, akhirnya aq nulis lagi pada blog pribadi aq ini…
Blog yang dah hampir 3 tahun… dan sekarang apa yang ingin aq bagikan…
Sedikit mengenai hidup aq , sepenggal kisah yang aq alami beberapa waktu terakhir ini…
Kau pasti sering mendengar quote “Just be Who You Are”… sebuah quote yang menarik dan sangat positive.. namun tahukah kamu untuk mengikuti dan menjalankan quote tersebut bukanlah hal yang gampang.
Ada banyak sekali hal-hal yang perlu menjadi bahan pertimbangan sebelum kamu benar2 mengikuti quote ini.
Mulai dari pertimbangan pribadi dan masa depan, keluarga, sahabat dan teman, lingkungan sekitar, dan mungkin juga pertimbangan “apa kata orang nanti?”
And trust me, I know how it feels… I’ve been through it …
Ketika hati kamu berkata hal ini salah, namun semua orang berpendapat sebaliknya.. apa yang harus kamu lakukan?
Ketika kamu ingin mengikuti hatimu, namun tak mau menyakiti hati orang-orang yang kamu sayangi.. apa yang harus kamu lakukan?
Ketika kamu ingin mengikuti hatimu, namun disaat yang bersamaan kamu takut kamu akan membuat sebuah kesalahan…
Ketika kamu berkata “oke, cukup sampai disini”, namun disaat yang bersamaan kamu juga mendengar “coba sekali lagi”….
Dan ketika semua itu membutuhkan sebuah jawaban,, apakah jawabanmu? Apa yang harus kau lakukan?
Kalau hal ini ditanyakan pada aq, maka aq akan menjawab, aq akan menunggu, bertahan sebentar lagi, aq sudah bertahan selama ini, dan aq masih sanggup untuk bertahan lagi… sambil secara perlahan mengumpulkan seluruh kekuatanku yang tersisa, sehingga ketika hal yang buruk itu terjadi, aku akan tetap berdiri, tersenyum, dan berkata untuk orang-orang yang aq sayangi “Tenanglah, semuanya akan baik-baik saja”…
Mungkin kau akan berkata, aq seorang pengecut yang tidak berani mengikuti kata hatiku, namun aq hanyalah seorang yang mencoba realistis dengan hidupku ini, berusaha sekuat mungkin untuk tidak menyakiti hati orang-orang yang mencintai aq, karena aq tau rasanya disakiti orang yang aq cintai…
 

 

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Happy Valentine's Day


Spread the love... Happy Valentine's Day!! Xoxo..

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Quote for Today!


spread your wings, make a change, take a break...
don't be afraid to be Who YOU Are...
just follow your heart...

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Quote for Today!






“Why go through your life with regrets? EVERY decision you make determines who you are. If you make a bad one, you fix it. It makes you stronger.” – Jessica Simpson

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Britney Spears - Hold it against Me


"Hold It Against Me" is a song by American recording artist Britney Spears. It was released as the first single from her upcoming seventh studio album. "Hold It Against Me" was written by Max Martin, Dr. Luke, Bonnie McKee and Billboard, while being produced by Luke, Martin and Billboard. After a demo version of the song performed by McKee was leaked, the finished version premiered on January 10, 2011. Musically, "Hold It Against Me" features industrial beats, a dubstep-influenced breakdown and a final chorus with elements of rave. The lyrics portray the singer seducing someone on the dancefloor, while the chorus revolves around pick-up lines. Most critics praised the song, although some criticized its lyrical content. "Hold It Against Me" debuted at number eleven on the Finnish Singles Chart and number six on the Irish Singles Chart. A music video for the song is set to be filmed in the third week of January 2011.

On January 10, 2011, "Hold It Against Me" set the record for most radio plays in one day in the United States, registering 619 plays on Mediabase and 595 plays on Nielsen Broadcast Data Systems (BDS).The song debuted at number eleven on the Finnish Singles Chart. It also debuted at number six on the Irish Singles Chart, the week ending January 13, 2011. Billboard reported that industry prognosticgators expected the track to sell over 400,000 copies in the US its first week.

A music video for "Hold It Against Me" is set to be filmed in the third week of January 2011, with Brian Friedman as the choreographer.Open auditions were held on December 22, 2010, and the dancers had to learn a routine set to Robyn's "Criminal Intent" (2010)

Britney Spears - Hold It Against Me

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Quote for Today!


keep positive thinking....
life's GOOD!!!!

with Love, 
BeY..Xoxo..

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Quote for Today!


Don't give up in your love, love comes to those who believe it!

with Love,
BeY... Xoxoxo...

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Quote for Today!


my special quote to my friends today..
special for YOU!

With Love,,
BeY.. Xoxo..

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Still Beautiful


I have always believed
God won't give me more than I can handle
But sometimes when it's so hard
And I'm falling apart
I wonder if I can take this

Hurt I'm going through
But I know no matter what I do

They won't all be sunny days
Life's gonna bring out some rain
But I can restore it
I'll be that much stronger for the pain
So even when I'm sad
I know everyday I have is still beautiful

Still beautiful

There have been times in my life
When all of my skies were blue and were so wide open
But lately all of my dreams seem so out of reach
And everything feels so broken

But it can't last too long
So I'll just keep on holding on

We're all gonna cry sometimes
We're all gonna hurt sometimes
But it takes the good and the bad
The happy sad to make you feel alive

I know I'll be alright
Long as your here by my side
So even when I'm sad
I know everyday I have is still beautiful

*this is the lyric from Jessica Simpson' single - Still Beautiful, taken from her country album "Do You Know".
Really love this song with a positive lyric!

Bey, Xoxo
still beautiful

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Quote to Myself and YOU!


i think that's show how i feel now... :)

with love,
Bey... xoxo...
Quote

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