My Life.... so far....

yeay,,, i'm back again, try to write down some of my own thoughts, my feelings, my my life.... so far....experiences...

many things happen to me in the last couple of weeks...

leave from Manado, a city where i had through so many experiences, good and bad, laugh and cry.. 

and now here i am, back again in Jakarta, but i really have no idea how long i'm going to be a part of this crowd city...

yes, it's about my job, i have no options about where i wanna spend my life for a bit longer..

everything change so fast, as fast as this year...

this is the last month of the year, and...

WOW! time turns so fast!

and yes, i had a lot of experiences too, just in a couple of weeks...

met with someone new, someone who just i knew from my twitter, but suddenly we met, and things happen...

sadly, everything's not fall into a right place.. we couldn't be together, yes, another boyfriend,, and yes, i had to confess that for weeks, i had a crush on this person, i think i can see a sparkles when i heard that name.. but, oh please, i know it was so imposibble, so i just take all the feelings and put it into a trash can...

all i can say now that :

" Things just ain't the same
  And I'm ready for change
  Go on, be gone, bye bye, so long
  Can't you see that you're
  Fading away
  I opened up my eyes, and I finally realized
  Today, today, it's too late
  You're fading away "

P.S : oh yes, about my job, i'm still waiting which place i should come, wish i'll be home or maybe stay in Jakarta, i'm just really tired if i have to pack my stuffs again... hufffttt.. ;D