how's life?

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” — Marilyn Monroe

well, here i am.. try to add some of my personal life to my blog..
2010, November could be one of my most important month in my life..
i'm waiting for the results,, a results about my job, about my future..
dilema! yes, that's what happen to me right now!
what should you do if you have a job, a good job, but your heart keeps telling you, that this is not good enough for you! this is not your place! when you fall, and try, try, again... and everything seems not work! when you have to worry bout your familly coz you realize when you follow your heart, it could just hurt their heart and break their dream???
when you have a dream, but you just realize that your dream could be so impossible..
and all you have to do just hoping.. hoping that something's good gonna happen to you..

keep hoping, keep praying, keep believing!