Happy New Year 2011 everyone! Let's start this new year with a pray, love, and care...
A new day, A new Start, A new hope, A new dream, A new love, A new chance, A new ME!!!!
Goodbye 2010.. Thank you for everything..
Welcome 2011!
2011 is MY year!!! yeayyy!!!
Happy New Year 2011

well, here we are at the most wonderful time of the year, Christmas Day! The season to give and share, with familly and friends..Of carols and pine trees, mistletoe and gifts and the warm embrace of the fireplace.
and here i am, with my familly and my lovely friends, so thankful for his amazing christmas gift..
The gift that no one can buy it, not with a money...
all i can say now is "thank you"... Thank you for all of this unconditional love.. Thank you for this beautifull moment that i can cherish forever...
Christmas is the time to say "i love you".... i love u dad, mom, brothers and sisters, i love u my friends whereever you are....
Let's share the joy and love throughout the year!
with Love,
Berthy.... xoxo...

Christmas is the time to say I love You

                   
                  My best features are the little imperfections that maybe only I know about. 

                                                                   Love, 
                                                                       Bey, xoxo...

Berthy, Xoxo... my life.... so far....

and my favorite are : Fading and California King Bed.. these songs are so 'ME'

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” — Marilyn Monroe

well, here i am.. try to add some of my personal life to my blog..
2010, November could be one of my most important month in my life..
i'm waiting for the results,, a results about my job, about my future..
dilema! yes, that's what happen to me right now!
what should you do if you have a job, a good job, but your heart keeps telling you, that this is not good enough for you! this is not your place! when you fall, and try, try, again... and everything seems not work! when you have to worry bout your familly coz you realize when you follow your heart, it could just hurt their heart and break their dream???
when you have a dream, but you just realize that your dream could be so impossible..
and all you have to do just hoping.. hoping that something's good gonna happen to you..

keep hoping, keep praying, keep believing!

Jessica Simpson will release her second Christmas album and first album in 2 years, Happy Christmas, on November 22nd. Here’s the track list.
Here it is :
1. My Only Wish
2. Here Comes Santa Claus / Santa Claus Is Coming To Town
3. O Come O Come Emmanuel
4. I’ll Be Home For Christmas (duet with John Britt)
5. Happy Xmas (War Is Over)
6. Mary Did You Know
7. Merry Christmas Baby (duet with Willie Nelson)
8. Kiss Me For Christmas
9. Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
10. Carol Of The Bells

jessica simpson - happy christmas

Leave room to let God do what he does. We don't always know what's best, but He does!

Everything happens for a reason, whether it's good or bad, believe that it's always the best from God. Be thankful!

Disappointments are not failures, just God's way of saying..., "I've got something better."

You can only be strong enough for so much..... but then there comes a point where you just have to break, and move on.

If someone throws a stone at you. Throw a flower at him, but make sure the flower is still in the pot!

God might have taken something from you now.. but He will NEVER leave you empty handed.

...That I know who I am? So, talk all you want!... Speak all you want - I do not give a DAMN!!

Do not fear! Remember: "If God sends us on hard paths, He provides us with strong shoes!"

these are some of my fav encourage quotes, and i would like to share it with all of you guys,,
keep strong! have faith!


with Love,
BeY,,, xoxoxo...

Christmas Is the Time to Say I Love You is the third studio album, and first holiday themed album from American Idol season five runner-up Katharine McPhee. The album was released on October 12, 2010. The album features mostly covers, and one original song, "It’s Not Christmas Without You"
The title track was originally recorded by Billy Squier in 1981. It also contains many other traditional tracks, a medley of "O Little Town of Bethlehem" and "Away in a Manger" and "Who Would Imagine a King", which was recorded by Whitney Houston in 1996 for the soundtrack of " The Preacher's Wife

1. "Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas"
2. "Jingle Bells"
3. "It's Not Christmas Without You"
4. "O Holy Night"
5. "Silver Bells"
6. "Christmas Is the Time"
7. "Medley: O Little Town of Bethlehem/Away in a Manger"
8. "What Are You Doing New Year's Eve"
9. "White Christmas"
10. "Who Would Imagine a King"
11. "It's Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas" (I-tunes bonus track)

and, well, christmas is come,,, i can feel it in the air,,,
just enjoy this album with ur familly, friends, and the one you love, coz you know it's not christmas without you...

love, bey,,,,
katherine mcphee

in the beginning,, yeah so much exciting and scaring at the same time!!!
new place, new people, new culture, new city,,, well everything's new!
aku percaya qta semua pernah ngalamin n ngerasan hal kyk gini.. jauh dari keluarga n sodara, bner2 sendiri, and hrs ngehadepin sesuatu yg baru..  well, i think that's sound a lil scary but excited!
and well., let's say i've been through this for a couple months..
leaving my familly and friends, living in a big city without familly, be unknown by the people around, meet new people with new culture! and yess, it makes me scare!!!
i learn so much to accept the reality and differencies! and one thing is i learn so much how to dealing with changes! and you know it's not easy!
i never travelled alone, but now, look, here i am, alone, in this stranger city. all alone, slept alone, taste a food alone, watched movie alone, learn to laugh at yourself or cry by yourself, wash your clothes alone, yeaahh, all alone, all by myself... and it never easy! but one thing for sure that i truly believe that life's so amazing!
i see a lot of new things, a lot of different place, a lot of new face, and of course fall in love with a new love! hah! that's makes life more colorfull than before!
and it will be a precious experience that i will cherish forever! and i can't wait to see what life takes me to another new chapter!
enjoy every journey of my life like it never happen again!
i know that the beginning always the HARDEST, but i won't give up, i'll keep trying till the end!



Love, BeY.... Xoxo

It’s important to fall in love with someone you don’t want to change. - Jessica Simpson.


what a great and deep quotes! read it and keep it in ur heart guys!
thank you so much to http://sweethazzard.com for sharing it to us!!! 


Love, Bey... xoxoxo...

"Dear self,you deserve to be happy as much as you try to make others happy."

yeah, that's a quote i found last night... and yes, i kept thinking bout that quote... kalo aq pikir2 lage ternyata quote itu byk arti deh.. yah, gak salah, bahkan bner bgt klo qta mencoba untuk membuat org laen happy, bahkan itu pun bs dianggap ibadah.. coba bygin qta bs membuat org laen tersenyum, ketawa n happy.. Wowww!! it's such a great blessings for me! mungkin aja dengan membuat org laen tersenyum or bahkan ketawa (Baca happy), qta bs sedikit meringankan kesedihannya akan masalah yg dihadapinya.. i know sometimes life gets so rough! aq sering bs merasakan kebahagiaan ketika aq bs membuat salah seotg disekitarku tersenyum or ketawa,,, :D

tapi.... sometimes, qta sering berpikir yang penting org laen seneng deh, itu dah cukup, and gak jarang malah qta yg dirugikan.. qta yg dilukai,, perasaan qta, qta korbankan buat kebahagiaan org laen, and,, hey,, tuh gak salah jg koq... berkorban bagi org laen, khususnya org yg qta cintai.. wow! i think that's the meaning of LOVE!

tapiiii... (ada tapi nya lageee).. bukan berarti qta bs terus menerus mengorbankan perasaan qta bagi org laen.. heelllooo!!! u deserve to be HAPPY too!!! inget kata org bijak yg qra2 seperti ini bunyinya : "aq gak pernah tau apa itu kunci kesuksesan sbnrnya, tpi yg aq tau salah satu kunci kegagalan dalam hidup adalah mencoba untuk slalu menyenangkan org laen" it meansss... qta gak akan pernah bs untuk menyenangkan org laen, slalu saja ada kurangnya di mata org tsb.. tpi itu bkn brarti qta berhenti tuk membuat org laen happy! qta bs terus membuat org laen happy, but, please remember, when the time comes, i mean YOUR TIME! sometimes, all u have to think, all u have to care, all u have to worry is about YOU!!! 

Respect Yourself, and the world will respect YOU!

You are LOVED! You are SPECIAL! You are deserve to be HAPPY!

I am LOVED! I am SPECIAL! I am deserve to be HAPPY!

 

love, berthy.... xoxo

 michelle branch
‘Everything Comes And Goes’ represents Branch’s first project since she enjoyed her first country smash with 200’s acclaimed album ‘Stand Still, Look Pretty’ by The Wreckers, the duo with which Branch made an inspired vocal and songwriting collaboration that was nominated for both a CMA Award and a Grammy. The popularity of The Wreckers helped establish Branch as a fixture of country radio. True to its philosophical title, ‘Everything Come And Goes’ documents what became a complicated and emotional time in the life of Branch, who first moved to Nashville four years ago with her musician husband Teddy Landau to make music and start a family. According to Branch, ‘Everything Comes And Goes’ – produced by John Leventhal and John Shanks (’My Two Johns,’ Branch calls them with a laugh) – reflects what she calls ‘two break-ups the past year or two.’ Born in Sedona, Arizona, Branch took voice lessons at eight, got her first guitar by fourteen, and instantly became obsessed with songwriting. That same passion resulting in Branch releasing her first independent album ‘Broken Bracelet’ and signing her first major label record deal with Maverick before she turned eighteen.
Release name: Michelle_Branch-Everything_Comes_And_Goes-(EP)-2010-VAG
Label: Reprise
Genre: Pop
Quality: VBR kbps (179 Kbps Avg)
Time: 0h 20min 53sec total
Size: 26.86MB
Tracklist:
01. Ready To Let You Go
02. Sooner Or Later
03. I Want Tears
04. Crazy Ride
05. Summertime
06. Everything Comes & Goes

download :  http://www.mediafire.com/?dc2u4mqyodp2wjo

Once you find the love within yourself, share it with the whole world. The more of your self-love that you share the more you'll receive.

Eventually someone will come along & love you just as much as you love yourself. If you feel the same way - that's true love!

Love, Berthy...

Jessica AMAZING country record had it’s b’day a couple days ago. To me, it was the come of age of Jessica. It was the most coherent and mature of her great music collection: Sweetkisses: a young girl, looking and wanting to find love -( my favorites: heart of innocence, You don’t know what love is, your faith in me, I wanna love you forever)- Irresistible: The confusion of a girl who is still not a woman. Lot of up beats with breathe taking ballads ( My favorites:There you were, When you told me you loved me, For your love,To fall in love again, little bit) In this Skin: the most amazing anthem to being in love I have ever heard (My favorites: I have loved you, You don’t have to let go, Underneath, Be, with you) – A Public Affair: trying to cope with a heartbreak and pretending all is well, when we know it’s not ( My favorites: The lover in me, A public affair, Between you and I, walking round in a circle, I don’t want to care) – Do you know: A self awareness of love and life, of love and break up, of hope and disappointment. ( I have listen to this record Non-stop for A LOT of weeks. It was the only record I listen to until I memorized all the lyrics, all the pauses and rhythm, so I love all and every single track on it)


source : www.sweethazzard.com
p.s : i do love all of her album too!!! xoxoxo!

look what i found on www.sweethazzard.com
it's a jessica simpson's fan base.. and i just read a great article bout body image, it's so positive and i would like to share it through my blog :

As every women (AND MEN), We have body issues. We all have it. And usually it’s flaws that only we see. I think That is sad. I think we need to stop it. Whenever I want to see a beautiful person I go trough Jessica’s Pictures. I think she has gone trough so many styles, and she rocked them all. I mean, just take a look: She was light blond, dark blond, brunette, red haired, she can sport a lot of make up; no make up; casual and simple, dressed up and glammed up.. girl next door, drop-death sex symbol and she never fails.

She is beautiful. And yet, she – like SO many other famous stars – have been criticized by her clothes’ choice, her hair and make up, etc, etc, etc …

Paparazzi are on the prowl to find every little flaw in all celebrities: every inch of cellulite, every extra pound, every pimple and freckle and enlarge, zoom in and act like that picture is as important, as shocking as a war picture of dying, starving people. It is NOT. Having cellulite, freckles, a little belly, frizzy hair, small eyes, large nose IS NOT A BIG DEAL. We are MORE than that. MUCH more! I love how Sandra Bullock Doesn’t have a lot of boobs and could care less, how Kristen Dunst and Vanessa Paradis don’t have perfect teeth and keep on smiling, How Beyoncé doesn’t have the skinniest tights, but she still flaunts them, how Jennifer Lopez has a big behind and loves it … If we take a look, no ONE is perfect. But when we accept who we are, and love our flaws we became as perfect as we can ever be. And that’s all we can ever ask for.

So, let’s stop this non-sense of criticizing people for what they look like. We are UNIQUE. Perfectly broken. So let’s celebrate beauty where we can find it.

Today I saw an interview of an older lady I truly admire. They asked her, if she didn’t mind the age spots. She said NO – She loved her age spots, her wrinkles, her extra ponds that plastic surgeons are always trying to convinced her to get rid of. She chose not to. She doesn’t feel she needs to change a thing. She said – If people are going to love me , they are going to take me for who I am: age spots in my hands, and rounder like this – she said with a huge smile of only someone who’s truly in love with Life can carry.

One day I’ll be like that. So, please do not criticize Jessica. You are criticizing also my taste and my notion of beauty.

My love, we have seen it all
The Endless confession,The rise and fall
As fragile as a child
Lately I'm sorry I can't hold a smile
My love, can you give me strength
Somehow I forgot how to ease my pain
I know I'm right where I belong
Something from nothing never proved me wrong
But I stand tall to get by
No matter how hard I try to hide
Did you know I take the time for you
Did you know that I would see you through
Did you know that I would play the part
I must've made it clear right from the start

feels like it's been forever,,, finally i'm back again to write some new blog...
yah,,, maklum byk bgt kerjaan n peristiwa yg terjadi di hidupku belakangan ini..
salah satunya ketika blog terakhir aq tulis, aq msh di jkt, and menikmati setiap kemacetan and kemegahan yang ditawarkan ibukota.. and now,here i am, manado...
another beautiful city in Indonesia, gak pernah nyangka bakal smpe dsini..
new city, new people, new culture, new work ... smua perubahan itu jujur membuat aq shock.. *kata temenku culture shock... ;)
klo mw jujur pun, sungguh yg namanya perubahan tu mang gak enak, gak nyaman, and i confess i'm almost give up..tpi aq inget lage ma salah satu kata bijak klo sbenernya di dunia ini hanya ada satu hal yg gak akan berubah yaitu : PERUBAHAN.

banyak rasa campur aduk jadi satu skrg : pasrah, desperate, homesick, kecewa, marah ma diri sendiri, semangat lage, trus pgn kabuur aja...
gimana sih rasanya klo qta dituntut dgn suatu tanggung jwb yg lbh besar pdhl qta lom bner2 siap? gimana sih rasanya ketika km dah berjuang sekeras yg km bs, and hasilnya malah gak dianggep? gimana sih rasanya klo km mencoba utk tersenyum hnya utk menjaga perasaan org2 yg kau sayangi n org2 disekitarmu? gimana sih rasanya klo km dah hampir nyerah and realize it's not suppose to ended like this? all these questions and many more still cross my mind, and trust me i know how it feels...

but in the end, all i know that God never let me alone through all this rough way...
Tuhan slalu bekerja di dlam segala sesuatu yang terjadi...
never give up, never stop to dreaming...
coz i have a dream, someday... yeah..someday i'm gonna see the sun shines through my window,, and when it happens i know that my time is come.. time to shine...

whatever happens tomorrow,, i don't know...
one thing that i know and i try so hard to keep it in my mind and my heart is :

" Do You afraid of your tomorrow?? Jesus said : i was there before you "

berthy, Xoxo...

The Teen Choice Awards 2010 were taped on Sunday night, and though the show won't air until Monday, I wanted to give you a spoiler-y peek at the night's winners. After the gorgeous guys and gals strutted their stuff on the red carpet in hot dresses and flawless makeup, it was time to hand out those surfboards.

I won't give too much away for those of you who are waiting for the show, but I'm sure no one is surprised that the vampires reigned supreme on both the big and small screen. Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner were on tap to collect some of the awards won by The Twilight Saga, while all three cast members of The Vampire Diaries were in the house as well.

To see the long list of winners, just read more.

MOVIES
CHOICE MOVIE: ACTION ADVENTURE
Sherlock Holmes

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: ACTION ADVENTURE
Channing Tatum, G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: ACTION ADVENTURE
Rachel McAdams, Sherlock Holmes

CHOICE MOVIE: SCI-FI
Avatar

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: SCI-FI
Sam Worthington, Avatar

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: SCI-FI
Zoe Saldana, Avatar

CHOICE MOVIE: FANTASY
New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: FANTASY
Taylor Lautner, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: FANTASY
Kristen Stewart, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE: DRAMA
The Blind Side

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: DRAMA
Robert Pattinson, Remember Me

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: DRAMA
Sandra Bullock, The Blind Side

CHOICE MOVIE: ROMANTIC COMEDY
Valentine's Day

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: ROMANTIC COMEDY
Ashton Kutcher, Valentine's Day

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: ROMANTIC COMEDY
Sandra Bullock, The Proposal

CHOICE MOVIE: COMEDY
Date Night

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: COMEDY
Ashton Kutcher, Killers

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: COMEDY
Tina Fey, Date Night

CHOICE MOVIE: HORROR/THRILLER
Paranormal Activity

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: HORROR/THRILLER
Leonardo DiCaprio, Shutter Island

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: HORROR/THRILLER
Megan Fox, Jennifer's Body

CHOICE MOVIE: ANIMATED
Toy Story 3

CHOICE MOVIE: VILLAIN
Rachelle Lefevre, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE: DANCE
Betty White and Sandra Bullock, The Proposal

CHOICE MOVIE: LIPLOCK
Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE: FIGHT
Mia Wasikowska vs. The Jabberwocky, Alice in Wonderland

CHOICE MOVIE: HISSY FIT
Miley Cyrus, The Last Song

CHOICE MOVIE: CHEMISTRY
Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart, New Moon

CHOICE SUMMER MOVIE
Eclipse

CHOICE SUMMER MOVIE STAR: MALE
Robert Pattinson, Eclipse

CHOICE SUMMER MOVIE STAR: FEMALE
Kristen Stewart, Eclipse

CHOICE MOVIE: MALE BREAKOUT
Liam Hemsworth, The Last Song

CHOICE MOVIE: FEMALE BREAKOUT
Taylor Swift, Valentine's Day

CHOICE MOVIE: MALE SCENE STEALER
Kellan Lutz, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE: FEMALE SCENE STEALER
Ashley Greene, New Moon

TELEVISION
CHOICE TV SHOW: DRAMA
Gossip Girl

CHOICE TV ACTOR: DRAMA
Chace Crawford, Gossip Girl

CHOICE TV ACTRESS: DRAMA
Leighton Meester, Gossip Girl

CHOICE TV SHOW: FANTASY/SCI-FI
The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV ACTOR: FANTASY/SCI-FI
Paul Wesley, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV ACTRESS: FANTASY/SCI-FI
Nina Dobrev, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV SHOW: ACTION
NCIS: Los Angeles

CHOICE TV ACTOR: ACTION
Zachary Levi, Chuck

CHOICE TV ACTRESS: ACTION
Yvonne Strahovski, Chuck

CHOICE TV SHOW: COMEDY
Glee

CHOICE TV ACTOR: COMEDY
Jonas Brothers, JONAS

CHOICE TV ACTRESS: COMEDY
Selena Gomez, Wizards of Waverly Place

CHOICE TV: ANIMATED SHOW
Family Guy

CHOICE TV: REALITY SHOW
Keeping Up With the Kardashians

CHOICE TV: REALITY COMPETITION SHOW
American Idol

CHOICE TV: MALE REALITY/VARIETY STAR
Lee DeWyze, American Idol

CHOICE TV: FEMALE REALITY/VARIETY STAR
The Kardashians, Keeping Up With the Kardashians

CHOICE TV: VILLAIN
Ian Somerhalder, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV: PERSONALITY
Ryan Seacrest

CHOICE TV: BREAKOUT SHOW
The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV: FEMALE SCENE STEALER
Hilary Duff, Gossip Girl

CHOICE TV: MALE SCENE STEALER
Chris Colfer, Glee

CHOICE TV: FEMALE BREAKOUT STAR
Nina Dobrev, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV: MALE BREAKOUT STAR
Paul Wesley, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV: PARENTAL UNIT
Mike O'Malley, Glee

CHOICE SUMMER TV SHOW
Pretty Little Liars

CHOICE SUMMER TV ACTRESS
Lucy Hale, Pretty Little Liars

CHOICE SUMMER TV ACTOR
Ian Harding, Pretty Little Liars

MUSIC
CHOICE MUSIC: MALE ARTIST
Justin Bieber

CHOICE MUSIC: FEMALE ARTIST
Lady Gaga

CHOICE MUSIC: GROUP
Selena Gomez & The Scene

CHOICE MUSIC: RAP ARTIST
Eminem

CHOICE MUSIC: R&B ARTIST
Beyoncé

CHOICE MUSIC: ROCK GROUP
Paramore

CHOICE MUSIC: MALE COUNTRY ARTIST
Keith Urban

CHOICE MUSIC: FEMALE COUNTRY ARTIST
Taylor Swift

CHOICE MUSIC: COUNTRY GROUP
Lady Antebellum

CHOICE MUSIC: SINGLE
"California Gurls," Katy Perry

CHOICE MUSIC: HOOK UP
"Airplanes,” B.o.B featuring Hayley Williams

CHOICE MUSIC: MALE BREAKOUT ARTIST
Justin Bieber

CHOICE MUSIC: FEMALE BREAKOUT ARTIST
Selena Gomez & The Scene

CHOICE MUSIC: LOVE SONG
"When I Look At You", Miley Cyrus

CHOICE MUSIC: R&B TRACK
"OMG," Usher

CHOICE MUSIC: RAP/HIP-HOP TRACK
"Love the Way You Lie," Eminem featuring Rihanna

CHOICE MUSIC: ROCK TRACK
"Ignorance", Paramore

CHOICE MUSIC: COUNTRY SONG
"Fifteen," Taylor Swift

CHOICE MUSIC: POP ALBUM
My World 2.0, Justin Bieber

CHOICE MUSIC: ROCK ALBUM
Brand New Eyes, Paramore

CHOICE MUSIC: R&B ALBUM
Jason Derulo, Jason Derulo

CHOICE MUSIC: RAP ALBUM
Relapse, Eminem

CHOICE MUSIC: COUNTRY ALBUM
Fearless, Taylor Swift

CHOICE SUMMER MUSIC STAR: MALE
Justin Bieber

CHOICE SUMMER MUSIC STAR: FEMALE
Lady Gaga

CHOICE SUMMER MUSIC SONG
"California Gurls", Katy Perry

SPORTS
CHOICE ATHLETE: MALE
David Beckham

CHOICE ATHLETE: FEMALE
Serena Williams

CHOICE ACTION SPORTS ATHLETE: MALE
Ryan Scheckler

CHOICE ACTION SPORTS ATHLETE: FEMALE
Maya Gabeira

OTHER
CHOICE COMEDIAN
Ellen DeGeneres

CHOICE MALE HOTTIE
Taylor Lautner

CHOICE FEMALE HOTTIE
Megan Fox

CHOICE RED CARPET FASHION ICON MALE
Taylor Lautner

CHOICE RED CARPET FASHION ICON FEMALE
Selena Gomez

CHOICE CELEBRITY FASHION LINE
"Miley and Max" Miley Cyrus and Max Azria

CHOICE TWIT
Ellen DeGeneres

CHOICE WEB STAR
Shane Dawson

CHOICE VIDEO GAME
The Sims 3

CHOICE SMILE
Taylor Lautner

CHOICE ACTIVIST
Shakira

CHOICE AMERICAN IDOL ALUM
David Archuleta

MOST FANATIC FANS
Twilight cast

Hi Everyone. Some great news, The Price of Beauty is going global in July and may be showing in your country!

Below is a list of countries, channels and the dates for the series premiere - is your country missing from this list? Comment on this note to let us know!

Argentina - Wednesday July 7 @ 9pm
Australia - Thursday July 22 @ 9:30pm
Chile - Friday July 9 @ 9pm
China - Sunday July 11 @ 7pm
Colombia - Friday July 9 @ 8pm
Germany - Sunday July 11 @ ??
Ireland - Sunday July 11 @ 10pm
Italy - Thursday July 8 @ 10pm
Malaysia - Sunday July 11 @ 8pm
Mexico - Friday July 9 @ 8pm
New Zealand - Monday July 12 @ 7:30pm
Philippines - Sunday July 11 @ 7pm
Portugal - Thursday July 8 @ 9:55pm
Russia - Monday July 12 @ ??
Serbia – Sunday July 4 @ ??
Singapore - Sunday July 11 @ 7pm
Spain - Monday July 5 @ 9:30pm
Venezuela - Friday July 9 @ ??
United Kingdom - Sunday July 11 @ 10pm

I am timid and
I am oversensitive
I am a lioness
I am tired and defensive
I am temperamental and
I have imperfections and
I am emotional
I am unpredictable
I am vulnerable
and now I am opening up to you
Love me or leave me
Just take it or leave it
It's not that I'm needy
Just need you to see me
Take me, free me, see through to the core of me
Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending
do you know me?

Unbroken is the sophomore album from American Idol season five runner-up, Katharine McPhee. The album was released on January 5, 2010 by Verve Forecast Records, her first album on the label.It debuted at #27 on the Billboard 200, selling 15,000 copies in its first week.

"Had It All": The single was released on McPhee's myspace page and to iTunes for purchase on August 25, 2009, and to AC and Hot AC radio on September 21. It peaked at #22 on Billboard's Adult Contemporary chart. "Had It All" has sold 25,000 downloads to date in the United States.

you can download her new single here:
Download Mp3 Katherine McPhee - Had It All

"must listen" songs from unbroken are:

• had it all
• terrified
• unbroken
• how
• say goodbye
• lifetime
• anybody's heart

have fun guys, and be safe always...
with love, BeY....

He likes chocolate in the morning
he drinks his coffee late at night
You can sense that he is guarded
But that's alright
he'll fall asleep while your still talking
With unfinished books beside his bed
he'll cancel all of his appointments
And go shopping instead

he loves to watch the sunset
But he is partial to the rain
With those tears and that umbrella
His allure goes unexplained
You made dinner in your apartment
You both assume that he'll be late
he always has the best intentions
His goodness is innate

And in spite of what is right
Far beyond what he'd except
When the moon begs the question
Will you have the answer yet
Can't you just adore him?
Can't you just adore him?
Why can't you just adore him?

I like chocolate in the morning
I drink my coffee late at night

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Christina Aguilera has revealed that “Not Myself Tonight” is the name for the first single off her new album Bionic.

The 29-year-old powerhouse singer also revealed the artwork to “Not Myself Tonight,” a sexy black-and-white photo of herself with drawn-on devil ears and a tail.

ALSO, the countdown time on ChristinaAguilera.com has started again. It looks like more big news will be announced the same time tomorrow. So exciting!!! The release of the new single, perhaps???

here's the lyric:

Written by Polow Da Don & Ester Dean
Produced by Polow Da Don for Zone4, Inc.

You know tonight, I am feeling a little out control
is this me, you wanna get crazy, because I don’t give a…

1ST VERSE
I’m out of character, I’m in rare form
And if you really knew me, you’d know its not the norm

B SECTION:
Cause I’m doing things that I normally won’t do
the old me’s gone I feel brand new
and if you don’t like it fuck you

The music’s on and I’m dancing
I’m normally in the corner just standing
I’m feeling unusual
I don’t care cause this is my night

HOOK (x2):
I’m not myself tonight
tonight I’m not the same girl same girl

2ND VERSE:
I’m dancing a lot and I’m taking shots I’m feeling fine
I’m kissing all the boys and the girls
someone call the doctor cause I lost my mind

B SECTION:
Cause I’m doing things that I normally won’t do
the old me’s gone I feel brand new
and if you don’t like it fuck you

The music’s on and I’m dancing
I’m normally in the corner just standing
I’m feeling unusual
I don’t care cause this is my night

HOOK (x2)

BRIDGE:
In the morning, when I wake up
I’ll go back to the girl I used to be
but baby not tonight

HOOK (x2)

Yah, that feels good, I needed that
Get crazy, let’s go, that’s right
Come on, give it to me now, don’t stop

you can download this single at:

http://www.index-of-mp3.com/download-_Not_Myself_Tonight-_Christina_Aguilera-fs253126692-2cade5a1.html OR

Download Mp3 Not Myself Tonight- Christina Aguilera

Have Fun Guysss....

lom pernah...jrang ke konser...malesss...

Ask me anything

another post..finally...
setelah bbrapa hal yg luar biasa dan byk hal yg biasa yg terjadi dalam hidupku...
dan stlah bingung mw ngepost apa..akhirnya aq bisa nulis juga.. huffftt!! ternyata nulis tu gak gampang.

apa yang saya lewati belakangan ini???
well, saya sibuk belajar and belajar..khususnya soal kredit yang sumpah! asli! bner2 menguras energi ku dan membuat pusing sepusing - pusingnya..
selain itu secara pribadi saya juga belajar untuk lebih bertanggung jawab dengan semua yg saya lakukan, lebiih memikirkan dengan matang apa yg hrs saya lakukan..
disamping itu semua saya juga belajar untuk merelakan beberapa hal dan percaya bahwa hal - hal baik akan saya lihat dan alami..
dan pelajaran terpenting bagi saya saat ini dan sampai saat ini saya masih terus belajar adalah bagaimana "BE POSITIVE".

bukan cuman be positive thinking tapi lebih dari semua itu adalah bagaimana be positive emotions!!! yup!! memiliki emosi dan perasaan positif merupakan hal yang susah - susah gampang (susahnya 2x lho!!)...

but i'm still learning coz i believe positive thinking comes from positive emotional and positive emotional comes from within your heart!!!
ketika kita memiliki hati yang selalu memancarkan hal - hal yang positif maka itu akan menghasilkan positive emotions yang akan menimbulkan positive thinking dan nantinya akan memampukan kita untuk bersikap positive!!!

yeah!! i think it's time for us to have a positive emotions!!
btw, i would share something that i read from www.dewi-sandra.com
i believe it's gonna help you to be positive...

Don’t quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will
when the road you’re trudging seems all up hill
when funds are low and the debts are high
and you want to smile but you have to sigh
when care is pressing you down a bit
rest, if you must, but don’t you quit
life is queer with its twists and turns
as every one of us sometimes learns
and many a failure turns about
when we might have won had we stuck it out
don’t give up though the pace seems slow
you may succeed with another blow
success is failure turned inside out
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt
and you never can tell how close you are
it may be near when it seems so far
so stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit
its when things seem worst that you must not quit.

hope u could be more positive each days...
okay..dah ngantuk banget ne..
that's enough for today!!
i wish u all the BEST!!!

God Bless You with All of HIS BLESSINGS!!!
Be POSITIVE!!!

with love, BeY...

Everyone go to www.jessicasimpson.com and download to the theme song for POB "Who We Are"!!! and it's free guys, all u have to do just visit that website, click on music, and add your name and your email.. and follow the instructions.. it takes just less than 5 minutes to download the song.

and here's the lyrics:

Who we are
Who we are
Who we are

Who we are
Who we are
Who we are

I have to take control
So much is left untold
Trying to find myself
At times it’s hard to know
Who we are, we are, we are

Words can cut so deep
Weighing down on me
Time and time I see how vicious the world can be
Who we are, we are, we are

We’re beautiful
Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be

We’re beautiful
Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be
Now never change a thing

We all have broken days
To paint it on our face
It gets too much to fake
And we wanna hide away
who we are, we are, we are

Inside, inside

We’re beautiful
Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, it’s who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be
Now never change a thing\

You’ve got to be you for yourself
Cuz you’re like nobody else
Who you are, you are, you are, you are

Yeah

Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, it’s who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be

We’re beautiful
Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be
Now never change a thing

Who we are
Who we are
Who we are

Who we are
Who we are
Who we are

Who we are
Who we are
Who we are

Who we are

don't forget to catch her on VH1 at March 15, 2010..

with Love....

Bey

and now i would like to dedicate this post to my friends and my big familly "ocean twelve"...
org2 yang dah nemenin aq 3 bulan trakhir tpi serasa dah lama bgt...
org2 yg gila...narziss..tpi ttp cool and smart...
org2 yang ributnya minta ampun tpi ada "isi"nya...
org2 yang tak pernah aq nyangka bkal hadir dalam hidupku... huffftt....

post ne aq buat soalnya aq ngerasa klo special card yang aq ksh buat mereka msh kurang, trlalu byk hal yang ingin aq ceritakan soal mereka... and maaf juga klo ru dipostin soalnya gak sempet mulu, pdahal dah aq ketik sebelum OJT... ;p
and these are my 27 brothers and sisters that i truly love...

1. Adhit... he's deserve at number one.. karena dia ketua kelasnya ne anak2... orgnya punya jiwa kepemimpinan yang OK! mature, baek, smart and asyyik.. gak kebayang gimana susahnya ngurus 27 org yang aneh,gila,heboh, tpi ttp bs cool...hehe... nice to have u as our leader bro... keep going!!!
2. Anita... nah ne ibu wakilnya... awal ktmu aq kirain orgnya rada2 sombong gtu..*oopss! tpi stlah ktmu trnyata orgnya asyik, smart, n bisa diajak gila juga lho... aq kirain ne anak serius bgt, eh trnytaaaaa.... sama aja!!! i called her miss calm,soalnya dia tu bs tenang ja ketika ada peristiwa yg dah bqn aq panik,misalnya telat msukin laporan ojt internasional treasury..
3. Ardi... or nama bekennya oncom!!! gak tau dech dgn pasti gmn asal mulanya tu nama...tpi...yahhh oncommm... salah satu makhluk teraneh.. (sorry y ardi)... no hurt feelings.. kekuatannya adalah bulu matanya yg lentik ngalahin bulu mata tu cwek2 sekelas.. plus ekspresinya klo dah ngantukk...weeww...kagak nahannn buat ketwa..thx y ncom..gara2 lo ngantuk qta bs berkurang dikit... peace y ncomm...
4. Anin, Miss shopaholic... terknal dengan kegemarannya buat belanja yg gila2an...(koq berasa sama y! ) dan juga dengan celetukannya yang rame but so natural... kelas g bkal sepi tnpa dirimu sis.. sunshine girl... keep shining...
5. Amalia, Miss.Smart... gmn gak smart nilai ne anak pasti slalu termasuk diatas diantara anak2..makanannya apa y mal??? koq bs smpe segitu??? selain tu amalia juga aq knal sbgai cwek yang punya prinsip..pokoknya berintegritas tinggi dech kyk prinsip 46..hahahaha...
6. Albert, yupp..this is my BIG BRO! temen seperjuangan...hehehe... orgnya suka bgt makan itulah yang menyebabkan ia layak disebut BIG bro!!! n tentu ja dia juga suka ma yg namanya masak (khususnya buatin kue)... albert, janji yach hrs buatin kue or cake buat kita..WAJIB HUKUMNYA! ttp smangat yach bro, PeDe ja yach bro!!!
7. Arifni, makkk hajiiii.... pa kbr mak??? she's absolutely CRAZY!!! salah satu makhluk aneh juga ne anak! langka! WAJIB DILINDUNGI! wkwkwk! temen terbaik buat gila2an,ngeceng2in,blnja2,and karaoke yuk mak di inul vizta... you're my best friend in crime!
8. Arif, hi mas...orgnya kalem, gak byk ngomong, tpi trnyta msh bs diajak gila2an walopun g segila yg laen..calon ayah yang baek ne! aq doain y mas.. mature and wise merupakan kekuatannya...
   
9. Asripah ato sebut aja bunga (bukan nama sebenarnya) hahaha... smart girl and so high quality girl..jgn macem2 dech ma dia pokoknya.. miss calculate and financial analysis, mklum nak akuntansi trisakti.. sis bun, kpn donk gbung ma qta smua??? U go Girl!
10. Adnan, Mr.Thinker sejati!!! pas ktmu ma ne anak dah keliatan bgt klo ne anak smart,thinker, jadinya hati2 dech klo mo ngomong ma ne anak..hehehe..koq jdi serem yach..tpi TERNYATA!!! DIA JUGA GILA!!! KACAU!!!
    
11. Budi... org gila..gmn gak aq sebut gila?? masa bisa2nya ngerjain karyawan yg gi nawarin kartu kredit bank laen... trus dia tu motivasinya cmn mo tau tu produk plus ngetes tu mbak n mas.. trus ekspresi tu mas n mba dah bingung setelah ditanya2in tu anak... dasar!!! kurang kerjaan..but he's definetly a smart boy.. suka ngekritik tpi ttp membangun...
12. Dimas, pas ktmu kesannya koq ne anak diem bgt sich..jdi sungkan juga buat dketin..tpi stlah bebrapa waktu akhirnya aq bs mengenalnya lbh dekat, ternyata ne anak baek bgt, contohnya dia mau jdi mentor BB ku..(oopss..promosi)... dia juga orgnya sangat rapih and kyknya rada2 perfectionist!!! Mas, mabok BPP ma FAK and temen2 nya..kagak kuat aq...
    
13. Dadi, nah ne another Mr.Charming... cool and smart!!! tpi ttp bisa gokil...kenal lbh dket pas OJT INT-TRE and mang dia orgnya asyik!! gak nyesel kenal dech ma dia..(walaahhh..jgn GR yah Dad)... wokelaahh,kalo begitooo....
    
14. Ester, my craziest friend yet my big enemy..hahahaha..tiada hari tanpa mengejek..wkwkwk..tpi aq akuin dia org yg perfectionist and optimism... gak bisa diem..and ketwanya nyaingin mak kuntilanak..hahaha... pesanku ma ne anak..ster..please,don't forget to take a relaxx...and inget krim anti aging yach dibeli yach... hehehe..peace sis...
    
15. Eko, my friend called he as Mr.Sleeping Beauty, soalnya dia bs tidur cukup nyenyak pas di kelas, tpi ttp bs ngasih pertanyaan or ngejawab pertanyaan pas dia bangun... bner2 salah satu keajaiban dunia... Mr.Mucikari..hohoho... orgnya pemikir and slalu mempertimbangkan semuanya dengan seksama... Bro, sometimes life is about take a risk.. nice to have u as my Bro..
16. Loly, Miss Photogenic Wannabe (nah nulisnya bener gak tuch???)... orgnya asyik...awalnya lumayan kesulitan buat ngenal deket tpi trnyata... wow... geisha booo..jika cinta dia..jujurlah padaku... (ne lagunya loly pas karaokean trakhir)... gayanya asyik...
17. Nyimas alias Tia alias Tince... yg paling muda diantara semuanya... smart tpi ttp geol gila gitooo... terkenal dengan gaya bahasanya yang agak kebarat- baratan (dengan gaya cinta laura)...but she's a STAR!!! i know it!
18. Melly, A Little Monster...walopun kecil ne org...tpi jgn salah sangka..bawelnya weewww... cerewetnya weewwww.... pinternya juga wewwww.... anak akuntansi ne... dan skrg bergabung dalam genk kota!!! wkwkwkwk...
19. Nirwan alias Dono..totally funny... liat ekspersinya ja dah bqn ketawa..sorry bro.. tpi soal pelajaran weewww...jgn ditnya..dia msuk dalam jajaran bintang nominasi paling aktif dalam kelas... yeahh..bner kata nangke, Nirwan is a LIVING LEGEND! cukup tau aja.. gile loe Don...;D
20. Imron, cwok yang cool and dangerous..dangerousnya bukan yg gimana2 yach..tpi totally he's smart and have a lot of potentials. seorg cwok yang kyknya sich alim (hmmm...msh perlu direvisi dech kyknya, tkutnya terjadi discrepancy) kyknya dia juga adalah kapten kesebelasan futsal di kelas dech... maaf yach Ron, lom prnah gbung buat maen futsall... ;D
    
21. Okta, our little princess..ornya kecil, imut, and so gentle like a princess, mulai dari omongannya maupun cara jalannya..hehehe... sempet bqn khawatir qta pas dia hrs msuk RS gara2 tipes kemarin..but she's okay now... take care yach sis..love u sista...
22. Shinta, cwek yg independen and strong..jdi malu dech pas inget di pusdikajen kemarin... she's so strong and tough Girl... so proud of You!
23. Miki, My BIG BRO! nah..psti bakal sebel dia klo ad yg nyebutin BIG!!! hahahaha...lutchu..geol....and asyik... SUMPAH gw pernah KURUS!!! hahahaha! keep smiling bro! You're awesome!
24. Pandji, dikenal dengan kelucuan yang semakin menjadi - jadi... hehehe... pa lage pas liat dia ketwa..makin lutcu ne anak.. dia juga adalah aset penting dalam tim futsal kita lho... keep laughing bro! jgn berubah yach!
25. Rayi... she's so mysterious..hehehehe... jdinya bingung mo nulis apa??? apa karena lom dket yach..okelah klo begitoo..yg pasti orgnya asyik and gayanya juga chic..jiaaahh..chiccc..paan tu artinya??? You're so gorgeous sista!
26. Nangke, makhluk terlucu and tergila sekelas... sedihnya ketika tau dia harus ninggalin kami..tpi ttp bangga soalnya dia pergi buat suatu alasan yang hebat, dia pengen ngearih mimpinya.. living ur dreams sista. U r A STAR!
27. Ivan,hahahaha....yg terakhir ne..sorry bukannya lupa, tpi sengaja...inilah ketua kelas pengganti kami stlah adit milih Syariah... kepaksa sich milih ne anak..hahahaha..peace bro.. sangat terkenal dengan sebutan A-hong!!! pinter otomatis!!! Gila!!!! jgn ditanya!!! tu kan syarat buat jdi ketua kelas yang baru!!! hahahaha! ;D

yeah,,that's my bro and sis... a big familly...
sorry yach klo nulisnya g selengkap yg seharusnya soalnya bingung juga ternyata buat nulis kalian atu atu dengan segala kekompleksitasan kalian...
hahahahaha...
maaf juga potonya dikit... ntr liat ja dech di facebook..terlalu byk poto yg bs kumuat disini sama seperti byknya cerita yang gak bisa kutulis disini...
mungkin kita gak bakal selalu bersama,but i truly believe we're still a friend, even we're more than just a friend..we're one big familly...
we're all STAR and we deserve to twinkle! so it's time to twinkling guys...


with a lot of LOVE, BerthY

Jessica, Ken and CaCee are on their way to Bangkok! First stop Thai massage! After a brutal twisting by their massage therapists, the cast is off to meet Sonia, their beauty ambassador in Thailand. Sonia leads the gang through the open market where they learn that Thai women like their skin to be as fair as possible. Enter Panya, a woman disfigured by the overuse of bleaching cream.
Jessica is moved to tears by Panya’s emotional story. Up next, Jessica visits a monastery where she gets the giggles while attempting to meditate with a monk!
Finally, the cast ventures to the outskirts of Thailand to visit the Karen Hill Tribe of “ring neck women” where they witness a little girl getting her first of many rings to come. Jessica, Ken and CaCee are adorned with their own rings and celebrate this exotic beauty ritual with a traditional feast!

Every week Jessica will be landing in a remote corner of the earth where she will explore the region in the hope of uncovering their amazingly bizarre beauty secrets. Jessica Simpson: The Price of Beauty premieres Monday, March 15th at 10 pm et/pt.

The Price Of Beauty PROMOS + sweepsakes!!!

WOW WOW WOW! Love these!! Also, Allure has a contest for you and there are some great prizes!!

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okayyy.. now..when i write my thought on my blog, u should know that i'm in a desperate time of my life.. and now i'm just asking to God what the hell is going on with me and my life!! i know life is not fair..but why it feels so complicated and damn! it feels like hell!!! at least one thing that i know, and it comes inside of me and i would like to share with u now.. please write it and hope u can get a new spirit to face ur own storm coz i believe there's a lot of u who feel the way i feel now... so, here we go...
I have always believed God won't give me more than I can handle
But sometimes when it's so hard And I'm falling apart I wonder if I can take this
Hurt I'm going through
But I know no matter what I do
There have been times in my life When all of my skies were blue and were so wide open
But lately all of my dreams seem so out of reach And everything feels so broken But it can't last too long So I'll just keep on holding on
We're all gonna cry sometimes
We're all gonna hurt sometimes
But it takes the good and the bad
The happy sad to make you feel alive
They won't all be sunny days
Life's gonna bring out some rain
But I can restore it
I'll be that much stronger for the pain
So even when I'm sad I know everyday I have is still special n worth bcoz Jesus Love Me
keep faith in Jesus, no matter what happen!