berthy's world

Another year has gone by...

2011-12-31T06:17:00.000-08:00

There so many 25th’s of December
Just as many 17th of August’s
And we’re still holding it together
It only comes down to you and I

I know you can still remember
Things we said right from the start
When we said that this could be special
I’m keeping those words deep down in my heart
I never been much for occasions
You never let another birthday go by
Without announcing how much you love me
But the truth was always there
Right there in your eyes

And we’re still holding hands when we’re walking
Acting like we’ve only just met
But how can that be - when there’s so much history
I guess that’s how true lovers can get

Another year has gone by
And I’m still the one by your side
After everything that’s gone by
There’s still no one saying goodbye
Though another year has gone by

happy new year 2011

Rihanna - Talk That Talk

2011-11-23T00:36:00.000-08:00

Talk That Talk is the sixth studio album by Barbadian recording artist Rihanna and was released on November 18, 2011, through Def Jam Recordings. The lead single from the album, "We Found Love" featuring Calvin Harris, premiered on Capital FM radio on September 22, 2011, and was released on iTunes U.S. the same day. The album is rooted in R&B, dance-pop, and pop, but also incorporates a variety of genres such as hip hop, electro, trance, house, and dubstep.
Lyrically, the album speaks of love, sexuality, and empowerment. The album received generally positive reviews from critics, many of which complimented its departure from the dark themes presented on her fourth and fifth studio albums, Rated R (2009) and Loud (2010), respectively.
Talk that Talk differed from Rihanna's previous release, Rated R (2009), which featured a prominently foreboding and angry tone with dark themes and incorporated elements of hip hop, rock, and dubstep music genres as well as Loud, featureing up-tempo and pop genres, ranging from dance-pop to electro-R&B. Critics have noted Talk that Talk as her return to her dancehall roots, which was prominent on her earlier albums Music of the Sun (2005) and A Girl Like Me (2006), as well as Loud (2010).

And my favorite are : we found love, you da one, farewell, watch n learn, where have you been, we all want love, talk that talk, OMG!!! i love all the songs!!!

Rihanna - Talk That Talk

Farewell...

2011-11-23T00:29:00.000-08:00

Wherever you're going
I wanna go
Wherever you're heading
Can you let me know
I don't mind catching up
I'm on my way
Just can't take the thought of you miles away

And I know you're going somewhere to make a better life
I hope that you find it on the first try
And even though it kills me
That you have to go
I know it'll be sadder
If you never hit the road

I will write to tell you what's going on
But you won't miss nothing but the same old song
If you don't mind catching up
I'll spend the day telling you stories about a land far away
But I know

So farewell!
Somebody is gonna miss you
Farewell
Somebody is gonna wish that you were here
That somebody is me

And I'm gon' try to hold it all in
Try to hold back my tears
So it don't make you stay here, yeah
I'mma try to be a big girl now
Cause I don't wanna be
The reason you don't leave

farewell...

Mr Know It All

2011-09-25T05:49:00.005-07:00

it ‘s time for me to speak up.. it’s time for you to shut up and listen what i say!!!!

Mr. Know It All
Well ya think you know it all
But ya don’t know a thing at all
Ain’t it something y’all
When somebody tells you something ‘bout you
Think that they know you more than you do
So you take it down another pill to swallow
Mr. Bring Me Down
Well ya like to bring me down, don’t you?
But I ain’t laying down, baby, I ain’t goin’ down
Can’t nobody tell me how it’s gonna be
Nobody’s gonna make a fool out of me
Baby, you should know that I lead not follow
Mr. Play Your Games
Only got yourself to blame when you want me back again
But I ain’t falling back again
‘Cause I’m living my truth without your lies
Let’s be clear baby this is goodbye
I ain’t coming back tomorrow
So you think that you know me
That’s why I’m leaving you lonely
‘Cause baby you don’t know a thing about me
You don’t know a thing about me
You ain’t got the right to tell me
When and where to go, no right to tell me
Acting like you own me lately
You don’t know a thing about me
better watch your move, Mr. Know It All….

with love, bey…

Just a kiss goodnight

2011-09-14T05:27:00.000-07:00

i think this song could be a lovely lullaby before you go to bed….
and yes i love this song, i love this band.. Lady Antebellum…
and here is their new single “Just a kiss”, taken from their new album “Own The Night”
Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss….
Lyin’ here with you so close to me
It’s hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I’ve never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I’m holding you in my arms
We don’t need to rush this
Let’s just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don’t want to mess this thing up
I don’t want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life
So baby I’m alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It’ll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It’s never felt so real, no it’s never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
And I don’t want to mess this thing up
I don’t want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life
So baby I’m alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don’t want to say goodnight
I know it’s time to leave, but you’ll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No I don’t want to mess this thing up
I don’t want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I’ve been waiting for my whole life
So baby I’m alright, oh, let’s do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight

yes, just with a kiss goodnight….
love, bey....

Save me...

2011-09-14T05:22:00.000-07:00

I’m all alone tonight,
No stars are shining on me
I’m thinkin’ I’d be alright
If somebody would just call me…
I know that I’m not crazy,
Everybody must get this way, sometimes
So look around,
For the people in your life that say
I guess you missed the signs,
But honey I can never blame you
I don’t want ya feelin’ guilty,
that’d keep you in pain too
Now I can’t hear you when I’m far away, away
So maybe you could learn from this,
And help somebody else someday
Cause I’m human after all
And I could not catch my fall
And nobody ever came around my way
to check up on me and see if I was doin’ alright
Nobody came to save me
So please somebody save me..
I need somebody’s help here
Thought it would be alright but
I’m not pullin’ through on my own
Is anyone around who can Save Me
I’m fallin’ down it’s crazy
If this is the pain God gave me,
I’m cool with that,
But wont somebody Save Me….

Who You Are...

2011-09-03T20:44:00.000-07:00

and i think i wanna add a lyric from Jessie J - Who You Are just to make these haters realize that i'm okay to be my myself.. it's okay to be who you are...
I stare at my reflection in the mirror:
"Why am I doing this to myself?"
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf.

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are!

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould, yeah!
The more I try the less it's working, yeah
'Cause everything inside me screams

Yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WOAH!
Just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home!
That's my home, no...

Who You Are

Always You...

2011-08-10T05:22:00.000-07:00

I've been to so many moments in my life
Where I can't find anyone to turn to but You
Only You
Always You.

And when all that's around me are fallin'
You will remain there standing just for me
Only You
Only You.

In my weakest times, You were so strong
When all hope is gone, You carry on
I draw my strength from You
When I could no longer find any of it in me.

You are my life
You are my strength
I can't fight a battle alone
I can make it through when I'm with You.

'Cause You are my shield
You are my soul
You're breathing life into my heart
All the love that I have come from You
Always You.

I've been lost in the middle of nowhere
And I can't find my way home
I'm so lost without You
But You have pulled me through.

You took me in Your arms
And You rescued me from the dark
And now, I'm finally home
I feel safe, 'cause now I'm with You.

All the love that I have come from You..

Always You

Colbie caillat - All of You

2011-07-15T07:42:00.000-07:00

All of You is the third studio album by American singer-songwriter Colbie Caillat. The album was scheduled to be released on May 3, 2011, but was pushed back to a July 12, 2011 release in the United States through Universal Republic. The set, largely produced by Greg Wells (Adele, Rufus Wainwright, Katy Perry), features one guest appearance by rapper/actor Common, who graces “Favorite Song,” while her songwriting collaborators include Ryan Tedder, Toby Gad, Jason Reeves and Rick Nowels The album's lead-single "I Do" was released on February 7, 2011 and has charted at number 23 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart and at number 11 on the Adult Pop Songs. A second single "Brighter Than the Sun" was released on May 17, 2011 and has charted at number 73 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart.

The album's lead single, "I Do", was released on February 07, 2011 and was a sucess, debuting at number 23 on the Billboard Hot 100.The song gathered positive reviews from music critics. The second single "Brighter Than the Sun" was released on May 17, 2011 and reached number 73 on the Billboard Hot 100 chart.Caillat promoted the album on Today on July 12, 2011 and appeared on the Tonight Show with Jay Leno on July 14, 2011.

And here is the Track List:

1.	"Brighter Than the Sun"
2.	"I Do"
3.	"Before I Let You Go"
4.	"Favorite Song" (featuring Common)
5.	"What If"
6.	"Shadow"
7.	"Think Good Thoughts"
8.	"Like Yesterday"
9.	"All of You"
10.	"Dream Life, Life"
11.	"What Means the Most"
12.	"Make It Rain"

Colbie caillat - All of You

Happy B'day Jessica Simpson

2011-07-09T20:17:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Jessica Simpson...
I love you, and i will always do!
Wish you nothing but the best in life and love..
You are an inspiration!!
and if u ask me why i love her so much? then i answered: coz she teaches me how to be strong and at the same time how to laughing your life... life is too precious!!!
and i would like to say thank you to the team of sweethazzard.com ( @sweethazzard ) for this wonderful friendship. Jessica brings us together...

with love,
bey - @officialberthy

Happy B'day Jessica Simpson

Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 5)

2011-07-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

and here are Jessica Simpson"s Collection! No more questions about her as a bussineswoman! she become billionaire this year and her collection is going strong!! Let the World Domination begins!!!!

with love,
bey - @officialberthy

pic source: sweethazzard.com

happy b'day Jessica Simpson

Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 4)

2011-07-09T19:55:00.000-07:00

here are some movies of Jessica Simpson..

Her first movie was a blockbuster hit and her second one is a loved one and a must watch every time it comes on TV. Her last ones have done AMAZING on DVD rental and whenever it’s on TV I read/hear nothing but good things. My Favorite? Major Movie Star/Private Valentine. She Rocks in it.

and how about you?

with love,

bey - @officialberthy

happy b'day Jessica Simpson

Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 3)

2011-07-09T19:45:00.000-07:00

we all known Jessica Simpson as a singer! yes, and she's still....
Start with "Sweet Kisses" become so "Irresistible" singer turn to be a beautiful girl "In This Skin". She celebrated her love of X'mas with "Rejoce:the christmas album" and with all the news and rumours around her "A Public Affair" she still standing here. After every news about her, people started to think they know everything about her, well she answer that with "Do You Know", her 1st country album, an album about love, life, and heartbreak.
and the last but not least, she back again to pop music, with her 2nd X'mas album "Happy Christmas:. another great christmas album...
and i still believe the list still goeson with another new album in the future...

with love,

bey - @officialberthy

Pic Souce: sweethazzard.com

happy b'day Jessica Simpson

Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 2)

2011-07-09T19:29:00.000-07:00

Happy B'day Jessica Simpson
here are the perfumes from Jessica Simpson, starts with Fancy, and then Fancy Love, the 3rd Fancy Nights, and the last one I Fancy You.... and i think it all inspired by LOVE....

with love, Bey - @officialberthy

pic source: sweethazzard.com

Happy B'day Jessica Simpson

Jessica Simpson's Birthday (part 1)

2011-07-09T19:23:00.000-07:00

happy b'day Jessica Simpson....
here some pic of Jessica Simpson on TV.. her last but not least reality show on TV : "The Price of Beauty"

with love, Bey - @officialberthy....

pic source: Sweethazzard.com

Jessica Simpson"s Birthday

Quote for Today!

2011-07-09T06:01:00.000-07:00

a special quote from my idol, Jessica Simpson...
let the pic speaks for itself...

Today is Your Day

2011-06-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

You got what it takes you can win?

You got what it takes you can win,
Today is your day to begin.
Don't give up here, don't you quit.
The moment is now, this is it
Know that you can then you will
Get to the top of the hill
Part of the fun is the climb
You just gotta make up your mind

When somebody throws sticks and stones
All they can break are your bones
And life's gonna kick you around
Then kick you again when you're down

Brush yourself off no regrets
This is as good as it gets
Don't expect more or less
Just go out and give it your best (give it your best)

That today is your day
And nothing can stand in your way
Today is your day
Everything's goin' your way

*taken from Shania Twain - Today is Your Day

Today is Your Day

Jessica Simpson new show : Fashion Star

2011-06-14T05:01:00.000-07:00

Jessi

UNIVERSAL CITY, Calif. – June 13, 2011 – NBC announced that musician, entertainer and fashion designer Jessica Simpson will serve as a celebrity mentor on “Fashion Star,” the new reality competition series that will search for the next big brand in fashion with host Elle Macpherson, world-famous super-model icon, actress and businesswoman.
The announcement was made today by Paul Telegdy, Executive Vice President, Alternative Programming, NBC and Universal Media Studios.
“NBC is delighted to work with singer, designer, actress and pop culture icon Jessica Simpson,” said Telegdy. “With an almost billion dollar lifestyle brand under her belt she is sure to be an excellent mentor to our up-and-coming designers.”
“Jessica Simpson has built an incredible fashion business and is a perfect mentor to our aspiring designers,” said Ben Silverman, CEO and founder of Electus. “She will complement the buyers, Elle Macpherson and amazing format.”
Multi-media studio Electus, an operating business of IAC (Nasdaq: IACI), 5X5 Media and The Magical Elves (Emmy Award winners for “Top Chef” and the original producers of “Project Runway”) are the producers of “Fashion Star.” The series is designed not only to groom and discover America’s next popular brand, but through an exciting new format twist, it will allow viewers at home to buy the winning designs each week. The show will target real-time consumer feedback and interactivity and will span all categories of fashion from suits and dresses to lingerie, denim, bathing suits, accessories and more.
Simpson has taken the music, entertainment and fashion industries by storm. She has seven Billboard Top 40 hits and has starred in such feature films as “The Dukes of Hazzard,” “Employee of the Month” and “Blonde Ambition.” Simpson has also starred in the iconic hit reality series “Newlyweds” for MTV and her own VH1 docu-series, “The Price of Beauty.” She has guest-starred in such series as “Entourage” and “That ’70s Show.” In addition, Simpson has created a fashion empire with her Jessica Simpson Collection. The eponymous line boasts 22 product categories including shoes, handbags, jewelry, sunglasses and perfume.
The series will give 14 unknown designers the chance to win a multi-million dollar contract to launch their lines in three of America’s largest retailers. Each week, the show will kick off with an exhilarating fashion show unlike anything seen before featuring musical performances, dancers, and models in front of a live studio audience. Every fashion show will be built around a weekly challenge that is designed to further develop and expand the designer’s brand.
Buyers from each of the retailers will serve as the judges, making on-the-spot decisions as they bid against each other, dipping into their own wallets to purchase the work of these up-and-coming designers each week. These items will shape the future of their respective stores and create the next big trends for consumers. At the end of each episode, America will have the chance to immediately purchase the winning designs showcased on the episode that week. What viewers see on TV that night will be on the streets and in stores the very next day. With just a single trip down the runway, “Fashion Star” will change the lives and fortunes of these aspiring designers forever.
The show is hosted and executive-produced by one of the world’s most famous fashion icons, Macpherson. She best embodies the role of what it means to be a smart, savvy and creative business woman as she is also the founder of a series of internationally successful, U.K.-based business ventures including Elle Macpherson Intimates, a lingerie line celebrating its 20th year, and “The Body”, a line of skin-care products. The Australian-born Macpherson became one of the world’s top fashion models and was named as one of People magazine’s “Most Beautiful People.”
Fashion designers featured on the show will include everyone from the stay-at-home mom who makes her own clothes to sell at the local flea market, to the recent Parsons School of Design graduate who just landed his or her first job at Marc Jacobs. All the contestants will be put to the test to see how they react in a variety of real-world scenarios to determine who has the vision and desire to build a fashion empire and achieve their dream. With top experts as their guides and mentors throughout the process, designers will have to be as adept in the business of fashion as they are in their creativity as it’s up to them to make their brand a national reality.
In the end, one designer will successfully combine fashion and business to become the next “Fashion Star” and will receive the prize of a lifetime – an exclusive capsule line in each of the three largest retailers in the country.
“Fashion Star” is created by E.J. Johnston and James Deutch of the Global Fashion Association, Rick Ringbakk of Emmy Award-winning 5×5 Media (“Jamie Oliver’s Food Revolution”) and Ben Silverman (“The Biggest Loser,” “The Office,” “The Tudors”).
The show is executive-produced by Silverman of Electus, Jane Lipsitz & Dan Cutforth of The Magical Elves, Ringbakk of 5×5 Media (a full-service production company in an overall production and distribution agreement within the Electus studio system), Macpherson, and Johnston & Deutch of Global Fashion Association. Electus/Engine Distribution will retain all international distribution rights.
Please follow http://www.facebook.com/nbcfashionstar and at http://twitter.com/NBCFashionStar
Source:www.nbc.com

Jessica simpson new show : fashion star

Imperfection Is Beautiful

2011-06-12T06:18:00.000-07:00

well, i have nothing to said.. i've been through all these days, and i know you know how it feels.. so comeon, let's cheers up, love ourself, embrace our flaws and all,, coz imperfection is beautiful.. imperfection is a God's gift!

with love, bey...

Imperfection is Beautiful

Breaking News: My Facebook and email had been HACKED!!!

2011-06-12T06:03:00.000-07:00

This is just a breaking news to all of you, since yesterday, i can't figure it out why i can't get access to my email and facebook.. and unfortunately i found out that it had been hacked!!
so i would like to say sorry for this situation, i'm still trying to solve this problem.. and till then i would like to say my email : beyheartly@ymail.com and my facebook : berthy heartly is out of my control.
if you accept any messages or anything from the sites, please ignore it till another news about this condition..

thank you for your undertstanding..
with love, Bey...

Beyonce Knowles - 4

2011-06-10T19:34:00.000-07:00

4 is the forthcoming fourth studio album by American recording artist Beyoncé Knowles, scheduled for release on June 24, 2011 by Columbia Records. The album marks the first release by Knowles since separating, professionally, with father and manager, Mathew Knowles.
Preceding the album's release, lead single "Run the World (Girls)" was released as a digital download worldwide on April 21, 2011. The single was rushed for release after an early demo leaked on April 18, 2011. "Best Thing I Never Had" was released as the album's second single on June 1, 2011.
The album's US release date was revealed the same day as the music video for "Run the World (Girls)" premiered.On May 31, 2011, OneRepublic confirmed via Twitter that they worked on the last song for the album.Diane Warren revealed in an interview with PopWrap on June 1, 2011, that she also contributed to the album. She stated, "I just wrote something a week and a half ago that Beyoncé recorded and I think it's the best thing I've ever written. She sang it amazingly. I think it's a career song and probably my favorite thing I've ever written... right now."
"Run the World (Girls)" was released as the album's lead single on April 21, 2011. After snippets of "Run the World (Girls)" were leaked on April 14, 2011, the entire song was leaked four days later; forcing the single release of "Run the World (Girls)" to be rushed. Its accompanying music video was shot over the span of three days by director Francis Lawrence, starting on April 11, 2011 and ending on April 13, 2011 The video premiered on May 18, 2011 on American Idol.
"Best Thing I Never Had" was released as the album's second single. The song premiered on US radio on June 1, 2011, and was released for digital download the same day.

God"s answer

2011-06-10T18:31:00.000-07:00

just keep believing in HIM!!!

The Best Side of Life

2011-05-28T10:28:00.000-07:00

The best time of the year
Is calling me home
The best time of the year
And I won't be alone
The best time of the year
I'll share it with you
When I look in your eyes
All my dreams will come true
The best time of the year
I follow my heart
Through the wind and the rain
No matter how far
I can feel all the magic tonight
On the best side of life

Your loving arms, your tender smile
We just forget the world around us
For a little while
There's only you and me tonight
I can feel the joy and happiness inside
Cause you're with me
On the best side of life
Is wherever you are
On the best side of life

the best side of life

hang on ato just enough...

2011-05-26T21:41:00.000-07:00

alright here i am, sitting in front of my computer in my office room, try to write down and share some feelings on me...
it's rain outside and i have nothing to do...
what i feel now is UPSET!!!! really upset with my office mate!!
byangkan hrs sekantor dengan org2 yang bermuka manis, namun slalu bersiap menjatuhkan kamu ketika kamu lengah atau berbuat kesalahan.. even it just a little mistake!!!
yah,,, spertinya mereka cocoknya menjdi sutradara coz mereka pinter bgt ngerancang hal2 yg kecil menjadi masalah besar...
mulai dari masalah grade, gaji, ampe masalah kecil seperti makanan....
oh Lord..... plisss,,, sprtinya lom cukup smuanya...
yes, i get so irritating with these stupid things!!!
but, somehow i just realize that this is the lesson for me!
prnah denger gak pepatah "manusia menajamkan manusia"
mungkin ini adalah salah satu bentukya,,, it makes me more stronger, more tough....

Yup!! mengjarkan untuk lebih bersabar....
but i know one day, when the time is come, i have to say "ENOUGH" and walk awaayyyy......

with love,
bey....
N.B The time to say "ENOUGH" is getting closer!!!! LOL!!!

Love yourself flaws and all

2011-05-21T05:14:00.000-07:00

For many years there were a lot of things about myself that I hated. I just could not accept myself. I could love other people just fine, but when it came to me I held the bar so high that ANY flaw, any mistake or any misstep was not only wrong, it made me a bad person in my own mind.
I had no connection to my Creator; I didn’t even know what that meant or felt like. Love was some Valentine’s Day gimmick and even though I seemed “confident” on the outside, it was false. It was cockiness used to cover up insecurity. That insecurity ran deep. I thought I had to have all this money, all these things to be worthy of a man’s love. I thought I had to be uber-successful to earn my parents respect. I thought I was nothing without achieving in the world.
All that has come crashing down. I have learned through much pain and trials that all those worldly things do not define me. Not because I’m in denial, but because I have learned that outer circumstances change ALL the time and that if I defined myself by what is happening on the outside, then when
Things change, who I am also changes.
That is setup for craziness.
Also, as I have cultivated a deeper relationship with my Creator, I’ve come to accept myself for my flaws and insecurities. I was made the way I was. As Lady Gaga says, “There’s nothing wrong with loving who you are, ‘cuz He made you perfect babe”.
I realized this past weekend that the things I dislike about myself have been created in me by The Uni-verse. It’s almost as if how I programmed, with my flaws, insecurities and “bad habits”, are all habits that eventually lead me back to Love.
The Uni-verse knows how to get my attention, too. Most of the major changes and discoveries in my Spiritual life have come from women. My mom has been a major spiritual influence on me. And most of my life, The Uni-verse has sent me my next spiritual steps through really cute boy who any girls or guys *LOL* would be crazy not to have a crush on. It’s actually a recurring theme in my life.
I was reflecting on this the other day and beating myself up for it. I didn’t like it. It made me think I was vain, or unloving, or that there was something wrong with me. But I had an insight and realized that’s how I was created by The Uni-verse. That’s how I can be spoken to. It kind of like going into France and speaking Japanese. The Uni-verse talks to us in the language that we understand.
The two places I can be spoken to best are through entrepreneur’s I respect and women and men I admire. And as soon as I realized this is how I was programmed and that my Creator loved me anyway, everything became lighter.
Now I’m not saying that this is the only way I learn, or that the only people I learn from are entrepreneur’s or women; I see everyone I meet as a teacher in some way. But when The Uni-verse really wants to drive home a point, that’s how It does it.
I started to see after I realized this that there are a lot of other “flaws” that I have that The Uni-verse has used for good. Take my deeeeep unmet desire to love and be loved by a woman. That pain of unfulfilled love has been used to teach me how to love myself AND create TDL in the process.
Pretty amazing, huh?
That’s how compassionate The Uni-verse is. It knows us perfectly. When we can learn to love ourselves as The Uni-verse loves us, flaws and all, the charge goes away. The self-judgment goes away. We step into self-acceptance and as a result can give and receive better.
From that place of self-acceptance we then have the inner conviction to create any kind of outer world we desire. We are undefined by the outer world, and rather defined by inner conviction and Love of our Creator.
This is how we connect with the unchanging. No longer defined by outer circumstances, our deep love of ourselves right where we are is solid ground to from which to live life. In this day and age of massive consumerism and “magazine beauty” driven fashion, radical self-acceptance and self-love is a revolutionary stance.
Join the revolution! ) What can you love about yourself today? Ask The Uni-verse how you can use your “flaws”, “insecurities” and “bad habits” for your growth and success. There is an answer in there – I guarantee it. All you gotta do is ask!
“Dear Uni-verse, show me how to love and accept these crazy parts of myself! Show me how to use them the way You intended them to be used. Show me how to see the beautiful gifts in my flaws, my insecurities and my bad habits! Show me how to accept myself as You made me.”
Ask, and it is given. Wanna ask?
Love,

I know how it feels

2011-03-16T01:23:00.000-07:00

Yah,, akhirnya aq nulis lagi pada blog pribadi aq ini…

Blog yang dah hampir 3 tahun… dan sekarang apa yang ingin aq bagikan…

Sedikit mengenai hidup aq , sepenggal kisah yang aq alami beberapa waktu terakhir ini…

Kau pasti sering mendengar quote “Just be Who You Are”… sebuah quote yang menarik dan sangat positive.. namun tahukah kamu untuk mengikuti dan menjalankan quote tersebut bukanlah hal yang gampang.

Ada banyak sekali hal-hal yang perlu menjadi bahan pertimbangan sebelum kamu benar2 mengikuti quote ini.

Mulai dari pertimbangan pribadi dan masa depan, keluarga, sahabat dan teman, lingkungan sekitar, dan mungkin juga pertimbangan “apa kata orang nanti?”

And trust me, I know how it feels… I’ve been through it …

Ketika hati kamu berkata hal ini salah, namun semua orang berpendapat sebaliknya.. apa yang harus kamu lakukan?

Ketika kamu ingin mengikuti hatimu, namun tak mau menyakiti hati orang-orang yang kamu sayangi.. apa yang harus kamu lakukan?

Ketika kamu ingin mengikuti hatimu, namun disaat yang bersamaan kamu takut kamu akan membuat sebuah kesalahan…

Ketika kamu berkata “oke, cukup sampai disini”, namun disaat yang bersamaan kamu juga mendengar “coba sekali lagi”….

Dan ketika semua itu membutuhkan sebuah jawaban,, apakah jawabanmu? Apa yang harus kau lakukan?

Kalau hal ini ditanyakan pada aq, maka aq akan menjawab, aq akan menunggu, bertahan sebentar lagi, aq sudah bertahan selama ini, dan aq masih sanggup untuk bertahan lagi… sambil secara perlahan mengumpulkan seluruh kekuatanku yang tersisa, sehingga ketika hal yang buruk itu terjadi, aku akan tetap berdiri, tersenyum, dan berkata untuk orang-orang yang aq sayangi “Tenanglah, semuanya akan baik-baik saja”…

Mungkin kau akan berkata, aq seorang pengecut yang tidak berani mengikuti kata hatiku, namun aq hanyalah seorang yang mencoba realistis dengan hidupku ini, berusaha sekuat mungkin untuk tidak menyakiti hati orang-orang yang mencintai aq, karena aq tau rasanya disakiti orang yang aq cintai…

i know how it feels

Happy Valentine's Day

2011-02-14T22:23:00.001-08:00

Spread the love... Happy Valentine's Day!! Xoxo..

Quote for Today!

2011-02-03T20:28:00.000-08:00

spread your wings, make a change, take a break...
don't be afraid to be Who YOU Are...
just follow your heart...

Quote for Today!

2011-01-29T18:09:00.000-08:00

“Why go through your life with regrets? EVERY decision you make determines who you are. If you make a bad one, you fix it. It makes you stronger.” – Jessica Simpson

Britney Spears - Hold it against Me

2011-01-15T08:15:00.000-08:00

"Hold It Against Me" is a song by American recording artist Britney Spears. It was released as the first single from her upcoming seventh studio album. "Hold It Against Me" was written by Max Martin, Dr. Luke, Bonnie McKee and Billboard, while being produced by Luke, Martin and Billboard. After a demo version of the song performed by McKee was leaked, the finished version premiered on January 10, 2011. Musically, "Hold It Against Me" features industrial beats, a dubstep-influenced breakdown and a final chorus with elements of rave. The lyrics portray the singer seducing someone on the dancefloor, while the chorus revolves around pick-up lines. Most critics praised the song, although some criticized its lyrical content. "Hold It Against Me" debuted at number eleven on the Finnish Singles Chart and number six on the Irish Singles Chart. A music video for the song is set to be filmed in the third week of January 2011.

On January 10, 2011, "Hold It Against Me" set the record for most radio plays in one day in the United States, registering 619 plays on Mediabase and 595 plays on Nielsen Broadcast Data Systems (BDS).The song debuted at number eleven on the Finnish Singles Chart. It also debuted at number six on the Irish Singles Chart, the week ending January 13, 2011. Billboard reported that industry prognosticgators expected the track to sell over 400,000 copies in the US its first week.

A music video for "Hold It Against Me" is set to be filmed in the third week of January 2011, with Brian Friedman as the choreographer.Open auditions were held on December 22, 2010, and the dancers had to learn a routine set to Robyn's "Criminal Intent" (2010)

Britney Spears - Hold It Against Me

Quote for Today!

2011-01-15T07:58:00.000-08:00

keep positive thinking....

life's GOOD!!!!

with Love,

BeY..Xoxo..

Quote for Today!

2011-01-13T16:53:00.000-08:00

Don't give up in your love, love comes to those who believe it!

with Love,

BeY... Xoxoxo...

Quote for Today!

2011-01-08T19:48:00.000-08:00

my special quote to my friends today..

special for YOU!

With Love,,

BeY.. Xoxo..

Still Beautiful

2011-01-08T18:22:00.000-08:00

I have always believed
God won't give me more than I can handle
But sometimes when it's so hard
And I'm falling apart
I wonder if I can take this

Hurt I'm going through
But I know no matter what I do

They won't all be sunny days
Life's gonna bring out some rain
But I can restore it
I'll be that much stronger for the pain
So even when I'm sad
I know everyday I have is still beautiful

Still beautiful

There have been times in my life
When all of my skies were blue and were so wide open
But lately all of my dreams seem so out of reach
And everything feels so broken

But it can't last too long
So I'll just keep on holding on

We're all gonna cry sometimes
We're all gonna hurt sometimes
But it takes the good and the bad
The happy sad to make you feel alive

I know I'll be alright
Long as your here by my side
So even when I'm sad
I know everyday I have is still beautiful

*this is the lyric from Jessica Simpson' single - Still Beautiful, taken from her country album "Do You Know".
Really love this song with a positive lyric!

Bey, Xoxo
still beautiful

Quote to Myself and YOU!

2011-01-05T04:37:00.000-08:00

i think that's show how i feel now... :)

with love,
Bey... xoxo...
Quote

Happy New Year 2011

2010-12-31T19:54:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year 2011 everyone! Let's start this new year with a pray, love, and care...
A new day, A new Start, A new hope, A new dream, A new love, A new chance, A new ME!!!!
Goodbye 2010.. Thank you for everything..
Welcome 2011!
2011 is MY year!!! yeayyy!!!
Happy New Year 2011

Christmas is the time to say "i love you"

2010-12-24T19:38:00.000-08:00

well, here we are at the most wonderful time of the year, Christmas Day! The season to give and share, with familly and friends..Of carols and pine trees, mistletoe and gifts and the warm embrace of the fireplace.
and here i am, with my familly and my lovely friends, so thankful for his amazing christmas gift..
The gift that no one can buy it, not with a money...
all i can say now is "thank you"... Thank you for all of this unconditional love.. Thank you for this beautifull moment that i can cherish forever...
Christmas is the time to say "i love you".... i love u dad, mom, brothers and sisters, i love u my friends whereever you are....
Let's share the joy and love throughout the year!
with Love,
Berthy.... xoxo...

Christmas is the time to say I love You

Special Quote

2010-12-14T19:39:00.000-08:00

                  My best features are the little imperfections that maybe only I know about.

                                                                   Love,
                                                                       Bey, xoxo...

My Life.... so far....

2010-12-06T07:28:00.000-08:00

yeay,,, i'm back again, try to write down some of my own thoughts, my feelings, my my life.... so far....experiences...

many things happen to me in the last couple of weeks...

leave from Manado, a city where i had through so many experiences, good and bad, laugh and cry..

and now here i am, back again in Jakarta, but i really have no idea how long i'm going to be a part of this crowd city...

yes, it's about my job, i have no options about where i wanna spend my life for a bit longer..

everything change so fast, as fast as this year...

this is the last month of the year, and...

WOW! time turns so fast!

and yes, i had a lot of experiences too, just in a couple of weeks...

met with someone new, someone who just i knew from my twitter, but suddenly we met, and things happen...

sadly, everything's not fall into a right place.. we couldn't be together, yes, another boyfriend,, and yes, i had to confess that for weeks, i had a crush on this person, i think i can see a sparkles when i heard that name.. but, oh please, i know it was so imposibble, so i just take all the feelings and put it into a trash can...

all i can say now that :

" Things just ain't the same
And I'm ready for change
Go on, be gone, bye bye, so long
Can't you see that you're
Fading away
I opened up my eyes, and I finally realized
Today, today, it's too late
You're fading away "

P.S : oh yes, about my job, i'm still waiting which place i should come, wish i'll be home or maybe stay in Jakarta, i'm just really tired if i have to pack my stuffs again... hufffttt.. ;D

Berthy, Xoxo... my life.... so far....

Rihanna - Loud

2010-12-06T07:06:00.000-08:00

Loud is the fifth studio album by Barbadian recording artist Rihanna, released November 12, 2010 on Def Jam Recordings. Recording sessions and production for the album took place during February to August 2010, partially during Rihanna's Last Girl on Earth Tour. Rihanna worked with several record producers, including StarGate, The Runners, Polow da Don, Tricky Stewart, and Alex da Kid, among others. Loudpop and dance-pop to offer up-tempo, sing-along and club-oriented songs. Loud also marks Rihanna's first return to a dancehall-influenced sound since 2006's A Girl Like Me. heavily incorporates 

The album debuted at number one on both the Canadian and Swiss Albums Chart. Loud entered at number three on the US Billboard 200 chart, selling 207,000 copies in its first week in the United States, serving as Rihanna's highest first-week sales to date. Loud has produced two singles that attained chart success, the international hit "Only Girl (In the World)" and "What's My Name?", which have both become number-one hits in the US. Upon its release, Loud received positive reviews from most music critics.

Track List :

 1. S&M

2. What"s my name? Feat. Drake

3. Cheers (Drink to That) 

4. Fading

5. Only Girl (In The World)

6. California King Bed

7. Man Down

8. Raining Men (Feat. Nicki Minaj)

9. Complicated

10. Skin

11. Love The Way You Lie (Part II) Feat. Eminem 

and my favorite are : Fading and California King Bed.. these songs are so 'ME'

THE MIRROR

2010-11-20T06:13:00.000-08:00

The good you find in others, is in you too.
The faults you find in others, are your faults as well.
After all, to recognize something you must know it.
The possibilities you see in others, are possible for you as well.
The beauty you see around you, is your beauty.
The world around you is a reflection, a mirror showing you the person you are.
To change your world, you must change yourself.
To blame and complain will only make matters worse.
Whatever you care about, is your responsibility.
What you see in others, shows you yourself.
See the best in others,and you will be your best.
Give to others, and you give to yourself.
Appreciate beauty, and you will be beautiful.
Admire creativity, and you will be creative.
Love, and you will be loved.
Seek to understand, and you will be understood.
Listen, and your voice will be heard.
Teach, and you will learn.
Show your best face to the mirror,
and you’ll be happy with the face looking back at you.

the mirror

how's life?

2010-11-06T01:26:00.000-07:00

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.” — Marilyn Monroe

well, here i am.. try to add some of my personal life to my blog..
2010, November could be one of my most important month in my life..
i'm waiting for the results,, a results about my job, about my future..
dilema! yes, that's what happen to me right now!
what should you do if you have a job, a good job, but your heart keeps telling you, that this is not good enough for you! this is not your place! when you fall, and try, try, again... and everything seems not work! when you have to worry bout your familly coz you realize when you follow your heart, it could just hurt their heart and break their dream???
when you have a dream, but you just realize that your dream could be so impossible..
and all you have to do just hoping.. hoping that something's good gonna happen to you..

keep hoping, keep praying, keep believing!

Jessica Simpson - Happy Christmas (tracklist)

2010-11-01T23:35:00.000-07:00

Jessica Simpson will release her second Christmas album and first album in 2 years, Happy Christmas, on November 22nd. Here’s the track list.
Here it is :
1. My Only Wish
2. Here Comes Santa Claus / Santa Claus Is Coming To Town
3. O Come O Come Emmanuel
4. I’ll Be Home For Christmas (duet with John Britt)
5. Happy Xmas (War Is Over)
6. Mary Did You Know
7. Merry Christmas Baby (duet with Willie Nelson)
8. Kiss Me For Christmas
9. Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas
10. Carol Of The Bells

jessica simpson - happy christmas

my encourage quotes

2010-10-15T09:41:00.000-07:00

Leave room to let God do what he does. We don't always know what's best, but He does!

Everything happens for a reason, whether it's good or bad, believe that it's always the best from God. Be thankful!

Disappointments are not failures, just God's way of saying..., "I've got something better."

You can only be strong enough for so much..... but then there comes a point where you just have to break, and move on.

If someone throws a stone at you. Throw a flower at him, but make sure the flower is still in the pot!

God might have taken something from you now.. but He will NEVER leave you empty handed.

...That I know who I am? So, talk all you want!... Speak all you want - I do not give a DAMN!!

Do not fear! Remember: "If God sends us on hard paths, He provides us with strong shoes!"

these are some of my fav encourage quotes, and i would like to share it with all of you guys,,
keep strong! have faith!

with Love,
BeY,,, xoxoxo...

katherine mcphee - Christmas Is the Time to Say I Love You

2010-10-12T08:07:00.000-07:00

Christmas Is the Time to Say I Love You is the third studio album, and first holiday themed album from American Idol season five runner-up Katharine McPhee. The album was released on October 12, 2010. The album features mostly covers, and one original song, "It’s Not Christmas Without You"
The title track was originally recorded by Billy Squier in 1981. It also contains many other traditional tracks, a medley of "O Little Town of Bethlehem" and "Away in a Manger" and "Who Would Imagine a King", which was recorded by Whitney Houston in 1996 for the soundtrack of " The Preacher's Wife

"Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas"
"Jingle Bells"
"It's Not Christmas Without You"
"O Holy Night"
"Silver Bells"
"Christmas Is the Time"
"Medley: O Little Town of Bethlehem/Away in a Manger"
"What Are You Doing New Year's Eve"
"White Christmas"
"Who Would Imagine a King"
"It's Beginning to Look a Lot Like Christmas" (I-tunes bonus track)

and, well, christmas is come,,, i can feel it in the air,,,
just enjoy this album with ur familly, friends, and the one you love, coz you know it's not christmas without you...

love, bey,,,,
katherine mcphee

in the beginning

2010-09-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

in the beginning,, yeah so much exciting and scaring at the same time!!!
new place, new people, new culture, new city,,, well everything's new!
aku percaya qta semua pernah ngalamin n ngerasan hal kyk gini.. jauh dari keluarga n sodara, bner2 sendiri, and hrs ngehadepin sesuatu yg baru.. well, i think that's sound a lil scary but excited!
and well., let's say i've been through this for a couple months..
leaving my familly and friends, living in a big city without familly, be unknown by the people around, meet new people with new culture! and yess, it makes me scare!!!
i learn so much to accept the reality and differencies! and one thing is i learn so much how to dealing with changes! and you know it's not easy!
i never travelled alone, but now, look, here i am, alone, in this stranger city. all alone, slept alone, taste a food alone, watched movie alone, learn to laugh at yourself or cry by yourself, wash your clothes alone, yeaahh, all alone, all by myself... and it never easy! but one thing for sure that i truly believe that life's so amazing!
i see a lot of new things, a lot of different place, a lot of new face, and of course fall in love with a new love! hah! that's makes life more colorfull than before!
and it will be a precious experience that i will cherish forever! and i can't wait to see what life takes me to another new chapter!
enjoy every journey of my life like it never happen again!
i know that the beginning always the HARDEST, but i won't give up, i'll keep trying till the end!

Love, BeY.... Xoxo

Love, Bey...

2010-09-23T05:44:00.000-07:00

It’s important to fall in love with someone you don’t want to change. - Jessica Simpson.

what a great and deep quotes! read it and keep it in ur heart guys!
thank you so much to http://sweethazzard.com for sharing it to us!!!

Love, Bey... xoxoxo...

Dear Self,,,

2010-09-20T05:22:00.000-07:00

"Dear self,you deserve to be happy as much as you try to make others happy."

yeah, that's a quote i found last night... and yes, i kept thinking bout that quote... kalo aq pikir2 lage ternyata quote itu byk arti deh.. yah, gak salah, bahkan bner bgt klo qta mencoba untuk membuat org laen happy, bahkan itu pun bs dianggap ibadah.. coba bygin qta bs membuat org laen tersenyum, ketawa n happy.. Wowww!! it's such a great blessings for me! mungkin aja dengan membuat org laen tersenyum or bahkan ketawa (Baca happy), qta bs sedikit meringankan kesedihannya akan masalah yg dihadapinya.. i know sometimes life gets so rough! aq sering bs merasakan kebahagiaan ketika aq bs membuat salah seotg disekitarku tersenyum or ketawa,,, :D

tapi.... sometimes, qta sering berpikir yang penting org laen seneng deh, itu dah cukup, and gak jarang malah qta yg dirugikan.. qta yg dilukai,, perasaan qta, qta korbankan buat kebahagiaan org laen, and,, hey,, tuh gak salah jg koq... berkorban bagi org laen, khususnya org yg qta cintai.. wow! i think that's the meaning of LOVE!

tapiiii... (ada tapi nya lageee).. bukan berarti qta bs terus menerus mengorbankan perasaan qta bagi org laen.. heelllooo!!! u deserve to be HAPPY too!!! inget kata org bijak yg qra2 seperti ini bunyinya : "aq gak pernah tau apa itu kunci kesuksesan sbnrnya, tpi yg aq tau salah satu kunci kegagalan dalam hidup adalah mencoba untuk slalu menyenangkan org laen" it meansss... qta gak akan pernah bs untuk menyenangkan org laen, slalu saja ada kurangnya di mata org tsb.. tpi itu bkn brarti qta berhenti tuk membuat org laen happy! qta bs terus membuat org laen happy, but, please remember, when the time comes, i mean YOUR TIME! sometimes, all u have to think, all u have to care, all u have to worry is about YOU!!!

Respect Yourself, and the world will respect YOU!

You are LOVED! You are SPECIAL! You are deserve to be HAPPY!

I am LOVED! I am SPECIAL! I am deserve to be HAPPY!

love, berthy.... xoxo

michelle branch - everything come and goes

2010-09-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

michelle branch
‘Everything Comes And Goes’ represents Branch’s first project since she enjoyed her first country smash with 200’s acclaimed album ‘Stand Still, Look Pretty’ by The Wreckers, the duo with which Branch made an inspired vocal and songwriting collaboration that was nominated for both a CMA Award and a Grammy. The popularity of The Wreckers helped establish Branch as a fixture of country radio. True to its philosophical title, ‘Everything Come And Goes’ documents what became a complicated and emotional time in the life of Branch, who first moved to Nashville four years ago with her musician husband Teddy Landau to make music and start a family. According to Branch, ‘Everything Comes And Goes’ – produced by John Leventhal and John Shanks (’My Two Johns,’ Branch calls them with a laugh) – reflects what she calls ‘two break-ups the past year or two.’ Born in Sedona, Arizona, Branch took voice lessons at eight, got her first guitar by fourteen, and instantly became obsessed with songwriting. That same passion resulting in Branch releasing her first independent album ‘Broken Bracelet’ and signing her first major label record deal with Maverick before she turned eighteen.
Release name: Michelle_Branch-Everything_Comes_And_Goes-(EP)-2010-VAG
Label: Reprise
Genre: Pop
Quality: VBR kbps (179 Kbps Avg)
Time: 0h 20min 53sec total
Size: 26.86MB
Tracklist:
01. Ready To Let You Go
02. Sooner Or Later
03. I Want Tears
04. Crazy Ride
05. Summertime
06. Everything Comes & Goes

download : http://www.mediafire.com/?dc2u4mqyodp2wjo

what true love is??!!

2010-09-13T23:24:00.000-07:00

Once you find the love within yourself, share it with the whole world. The more of your self-love that you share the more you'll receive.

Eventually someone will come along & love you just as much as you love yourself. If you feel the same way - that's true love!

Love, Berthy...

do you know

2010-09-11T21:25:00.000-07:00

Jessica AMAZING country record had it’s b’day a couple days ago. To me, it was the come of age of Jessica. It was the most coherent and mature of her great music collection: Sweetkisses: a young girl, looking and wanting to find love -( my favorites: heart of innocence, You don’t know what love is, your faith in me, I wanna love you forever)- Irresistible: The confusion of a girl who is still not a woman. Lot of up beats with breathe taking ballads ( My favorites:There you were, When you told me you loved me, For your love,To fall in love again, little bit) In this Skin: the most amazing anthem to being in love I have ever heard (My favorites: I have loved you, You don’t have to let go, Underneath, Be, with you) – A Public Affair: trying to cope with a heartbreak and pretending all is well, when we know it’s not ( My favorites: The lover in me, A public affair, Between you and I, walking round in a circle, I don’t want to care) – Do you know: A self awareness of love and life, of love and break up, of hope and disappointment. ( I have listen to this record Non-stop for A LOT of weeks. It was the only record I listen to until I memorized all the lyrics, all the pauses and rhythm, so I love all and every single track on it)

source : www.sweethazzard.com
p.s : i do love all of her album too!!! xoxoxo!

BODY IMAGE

2010-09-11T21:17:00.001-07:00

look what i found on www.sweethazzard.com
it's a jessica simpson's fan base.. and i just read a great article bout body image, it's so positive and i would like to share it through my blog :

As every women (AND MEN), We have body issues. We all have it. And usually it’s flaws that only we see. I think That is sad. I think we need to stop it. Whenever I want to see a beautiful person I go trough Jessica’s Pictures. I think she has gone trough so many styles, and she rocked them all. I mean, just take a look: She was light blond, dark blond, brunette, red haired, she can sport a lot of make up; no make up; casual and simple, dressed up and glammed up.. girl next door, drop-death sex symbol and she never fails.

She is beautiful. And yet, she – like SO many other famous stars – have been criticized by her clothes’ choice, her hair and make up, etc, etc, etc …

Paparazzi are on the prowl to find every little flaw in all celebrities: every inch of cellulite, every extra pound, every pimple and freckle and enlarge, zoom in and act like that picture is as important, as shocking as a war picture of dying, starving people. It is NOT. Having cellulite, freckles, a little belly, frizzy hair, small eyes, large nose IS NOT A BIG DEAL. We are MORE than that. MUCH more! I love how Sandra Bullock Doesn’t have a lot of boobs and could care less, how Kristen Dunst and Vanessa Paradis don’t have perfect teeth and keep on smiling, How Beyoncé doesn’t have the skinniest tights, but she still flaunts them, how Jennifer Lopez has a big behind and loves it … If we take a look, no ONE is perfect. But when we accept who we are, and love our flaws we became as perfect as we can ever be. And that’s all we can ever ask for.

So, let’s stop this non-sense of criticizing people for what they look like. We are UNIQUE. Perfectly broken. So let’s celebrate beauty where we can find it.

Today I saw an interview of an older lady I truly admire. They asked her, if she didn’t mind the age spots. She said NO – She loved her age spots, her wrinkles, her extra ponds that plastic surgeons are always trying to convinced her to get rid of. She chose not to. She doesn’t feel she needs to change a thing. She said – If people are going to love me , they are going to take me for who I am: age spots in my hands, and rounder like this – she said with a huge smile of only someone who’s truly in love with Life can carry.

One day I’ll be like that. So, please do not criticize Jessica. You are criticizing also my taste and my notion of beauty.

MY LOVE

2010-09-08T19:07:00.000-07:00

My love, we have seen it all
The Endless confession,The rise and fall
As fragile as a child
Lately I'm sorry I can't hold a smile
My love, can you give me strength
Somehow I forgot how to ease my pain
I know I'm right where I belong
Something from nothing never proved me wrong
But I stand tall to get by
No matter how hard I try to hide
Did you know I take the time for you
Did you know that I would see you through
Did you know that I would play the part
I must've made it clear right from the start

i have a dream

2010-09-08T07:12:00.000-07:00

feels like it's been forever,,, finally i'm back again to write some new blog...
yah,,, maklum byk bgt kerjaan n peristiwa yg terjadi di hidupku belakangan ini..
salah satunya ketika blog terakhir aq tulis, aq msh di jkt, and menikmati setiap kemacetan and kemegahan yang ditawarkan ibukota.. and now,here i am, manado...
another beautiful city in Indonesia, gak pernah nyangka bakal smpe dsini..
new city, new people, new culture, new work ... smua perubahan itu jujur membuat aq shock.. *kata temenku culture shock... ;)
klo mw jujur pun, sungguh yg namanya perubahan tu mang gak enak, gak nyaman, and i confess i'm almost give up..tpi aq inget lage ma salah satu kata bijak klo sbenernya di dunia ini hanya ada satu hal yg gak akan berubah yaitu : PERUBAHAN.

banyak rasa campur aduk jadi satu skrg : pasrah, desperate, homesick, kecewa, marah ma diri sendiri, semangat lage, trus pgn kabuur aja...
gimana sih rasanya klo qta dituntut dgn suatu tanggung jwb yg lbh besar pdhl qta lom bner2 siap? gimana sih rasanya ketika km dah berjuang sekeras yg km bs, and hasilnya malah gak dianggep? gimana sih rasanya klo km mencoba utk tersenyum hnya utk menjaga perasaan org2 yg kau sayangi n org2 disekitarmu? gimana sih rasanya klo km dah hampir nyerah and realize it's not suppose to ended like this? all these questions and many more still cross my mind, and trust me i know how it feels...

but in the end, all i know that God never let me alone through all this rough way...
Tuhan slalu bekerja di dlam segala sesuatu yang terjadi...
never give up, never stop to dreaming...
coz i have a dream, someday... yeah..someday i'm gonna see the sun shines through my window,, and when it happens i know that my time is come.. time to shine...

whatever happens tomorrow,, i don't know...
one thing that i know and i try so hard to keep it in my mind and my heart is :

" Do You afraid of your tomorrow?? Jesus said : i was there before you "

berthy, Xoxo...

winners of Teen Choice Awards 2010

2010-08-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

The Teen Choice Awards 2010 were taped on Sunday night, and though the show won't air until Monday, I wanted to give you a spoiler-y peek at the night's winners. After the gorgeous guys and gals strutted their stuff on the red carpet in hot dresses and flawless makeup, it was time to hand out those surfboards.

I won't give too much away for those of you who are waiting for the show, but I'm sure no one is surprised that the vampires reigned supreme on both the big and small screen. Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner were on tap to collect some of the awards won by The Twilight Saga, while all three cast members of The Vampire Diaries were in the house as well.

To see the long list of winners, just read more.

MOVIES
CHOICE MOVIE: ACTION ADVENTURE
Sherlock Holmes

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: ACTION ADVENTURE
Channing Tatum, G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: ACTION ADVENTURE
Rachel McAdams, Sherlock Holmes

CHOICE MOVIE: SCI-FI
Avatar

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: SCI-FI
Sam Worthington, Avatar

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: SCI-FI
Zoe Saldana, Avatar

CHOICE MOVIE: FANTASY
New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: FANTASY
Taylor Lautner, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: FANTASY
Kristen Stewart, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE: DRAMA
The Blind Side

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: DRAMA
Robert Pattinson, Remember Me

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: DRAMA
Sandra Bullock, The Blind Side

CHOICE MOVIE: ROMANTIC COMEDY
Valentine's Day

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: ROMANTIC COMEDY
Ashton Kutcher, Valentine's Day

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: ROMANTIC COMEDY
Sandra Bullock, The Proposal

CHOICE MOVIE: COMEDY
Date Night

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: COMEDY
Ashton Kutcher, Killers

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: COMEDY
Tina Fey, Date Night

CHOICE MOVIE: HORROR/THRILLER
Paranormal Activity

CHOICE MOVIE ACTOR: HORROR/THRILLER
Leonardo DiCaprio, Shutter Island

CHOICE MOVIE ACTRESS: HORROR/THRILLER
Megan Fox, Jennifer's Body

CHOICE MOVIE: ANIMATED
Toy Story 3

CHOICE MOVIE: VILLAIN
Rachelle Lefevre, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE: DANCE
Betty White and Sandra Bullock, The Proposal

CHOICE MOVIE: LIPLOCK
Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE: FIGHT
Mia Wasikowska vs. The Jabberwocky, Alice in Wonderland

CHOICE MOVIE: HISSY FIT
Miley Cyrus, The Last Song

CHOICE MOVIE: CHEMISTRY
Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart, New Moon

CHOICE SUMMER MOVIE
Eclipse

CHOICE SUMMER MOVIE STAR: MALE
Robert Pattinson, Eclipse

CHOICE SUMMER MOVIE STAR: FEMALE
Kristen Stewart, Eclipse

CHOICE MOVIE: MALE BREAKOUT
Liam Hemsworth, The Last Song

CHOICE MOVIE: FEMALE BREAKOUT
Taylor Swift, Valentine's Day

CHOICE MOVIE: MALE SCENE STEALER
Kellan Lutz, New Moon

CHOICE MOVIE: FEMALE SCENE STEALER
Ashley Greene, New Moon

TELEVISION
CHOICE TV SHOW: DRAMA
Gossip Girl

CHOICE TV ACTOR: DRAMA
Chace Crawford, Gossip Girl

CHOICE TV ACTRESS: DRAMA
Leighton Meester, Gossip Girl

CHOICE TV SHOW: FANTASY/SCI-FI
The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV ACTOR: FANTASY/SCI-FI
Paul Wesley, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV ACTRESS: FANTASY/SCI-FI
Nina Dobrev, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV SHOW: ACTION
NCIS: Los Angeles

CHOICE TV ACTOR: ACTION
Zachary Levi, Chuck

CHOICE TV ACTRESS: ACTION
Yvonne Strahovski, Chuck

CHOICE TV SHOW: COMEDY
Glee

CHOICE TV ACTOR: COMEDY
Jonas Brothers, JONAS

CHOICE TV ACTRESS: COMEDY
Selena Gomez, Wizards of Waverly Place

CHOICE TV: ANIMATED SHOW
Family Guy

CHOICE TV: REALITY SHOW
Keeping Up With the Kardashians

CHOICE TV: REALITY COMPETITION SHOW
American Idol

CHOICE TV: MALE REALITY/VARIETY STAR
Lee DeWyze, American Idol

CHOICE TV: FEMALE REALITY/VARIETY STAR
The Kardashians, Keeping Up With the Kardashians

CHOICE TV: VILLAIN
Ian Somerhalder, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV: PERSONALITY
Ryan Seacrest

CHOICE TV: BREAKOUT SHOW
The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV: FEMALE SCENE STEALER
Hilary Duff, Gossip Girl

CHOICE TV: MALE SCENE STEALER
Chris Colfer, Glee

CHOICE TV: FEMALE BREAKOUT STAR
Nina Dobrev, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV: MALE BREAKOUT STAR
Paul Wesley, The Vampire Diaries

CHOICE TV: PARENTAL UNIT
Mike O'Malley, Glee

CHOICE SUMMER TV SHOW
Pretty Little Liars

CHOICE SUMMER TV ACTRESS
Lucy Hale, Pretty Little Liars

CHOICE SUMMER TV ACTOR
Ian Harding, Pretty Little Liars

MUSIC
CHOICE MUSIC: MALE ARTIST
Justin Bieber

CHOICE MUSIC: FEMALE ARTIST
Lady Gaga

CHOICE MUSIC: GROUP
Selena Gomez & The Scene

CHOICE MUSIC: RAP ARTIST
Eminem

CHOICE MUSIC: R&B ARTIST
Beyoncé

CHOICE MUSIC: ROCK GROUP
Paramore

CHOICE MUSIC: MALE COUNTRY ARTIST
Keith Urban

CHOICE MUSIC: FEMALE COUNTRY ARTIST
Taylor Swift

CHOICE MUSIC: COUNTRY GROUP
Lady Antebellum

CHOICE MUSIC: SINGLE
"California Gurls," Katy Perry

CHOICE MUSIC: HOOK UP
"Airplanes,” B.o.B featuring Hayley Williams

CHOICE MUSIC: MALE BREAKOUT ARTIST
Justin Bieber

CHOICE MUSIC: FEMALE BREAKOUT ARTIST
Selena Gomez & The Scene

CHOICE MUSIC: LOVE SONG
"When I Look At You", Miley Cyrus

CHOICE MUSIC: R&B TRACK
"OMG," Usher

CHOICE MUSIC: RAP/HIP-HOP TRACK
"Love the Way You Lie," Eminem featuring Rihanna

CHOICE MUSIC: ROCK TRACK
"Ignorance", Paramore

CHOICE MUSIC: COUNTRY SONG
"Fifteen," Taylor Swift

CHOICE MUSIC: POP ALBUM
My World 2.0, Justin Bieber

CHOICE MUSIC: ROCK ALBUM
Brand New Eyes, Paramore

CHOICE MUSIC: R&B ALBUM
Jason Derulo, Jason Derulo

CHOICE MUSIC: RAP ALBUM
Relapse, Eminem

CHOICE MUSIC: COUNTRY ALBUM
Fearless, Taylor Swift

CHOICE SUMMER MUSIC STAR: MALE
Justin Bieber

CHOICE SUMMER MUSIC STAR: FEMALE
Lady Gaga

CHOICE SUMMER MUSIC SONG
"California Gurls", Katy Perry

SPORTS
CHOICE ATHLETE: MALE
David Beckham

CHOICE ATHLETE: FEMALE
Serena Williams

CHOICE ACTION SPORTS ATHLETE: MALE
Ryan Scheckler

CHOICE ACTION SPORTS ATHLETE: FEMALE
Maya Gabeira

OTHER
CHOICE COMEDIAN
Ellen DeGeneres

CHOICE MALE HOTTIE
Taylor Lautner

CHOICE FEMALE HOTTIE
Megan Fox

CHOICE RED CARPET FASHION ICON MALE
Taylor Lautner

CHOICE RED CARPET FASHION ICON FEMALE
Selena Gomez

CHOICE CELEBRITY FASHION LINE
"Miley and Max" Miley Cyrus and Max Azria

CHOICE TWIT
Ellen DeGeneres

CHOICE WEB STAR
Shane Dawson

CHOICE VIDEO GAME
The Sims 3

CHOICE SMILE
Taylor Lautner

CHOICE ACTIVIST
Shakira

CHOICE AMERICAN IDOL ALUM
David Archuleta

MOST FANATIC FANS
Twilight cast

Jessica Simpson - The Price of Beauty

2010-07-06T07:30:00.000-07:00

Hi Everyone. Some great news, The Price of Beauty is going global in July and may be showing in your country!

Below is a list of countries, channels and the dates for the series premiere - is your country missing from this list? Comment on this note to let us know!

Argentina - Wednesday July 7 @ 9pm
Australia - Thursday July 22 @ 9:30pm
Chile - Friday July 9 @ 9pm
China - Sunday July 11 @ 7pm
Colombia - Friday July 9 @ 8pm
Germany - Sunday July 11 @ ??
Ireland - Sunday July 11 @ 10pm
Italy - Thursday July 8 @ 10pm
Malaysia - Sunday July 11 @ 8pm
Mexico - Friday July 9 @ 8pm
New Zealand - Monday July 12 @ 7:30pm
Philippines - Sunday July 11 @ 7pm
Portugal - Thursday July 8 @ 9:55pm
Russia - Monday July 12 @ ??
Serbia – Sunday July 4 @ ??
Singapore - Sunday July 11 @ 7pm
Spain - Monday July 5 @ 9:30pm
Venezuela - Friday July 9 @ ??
United Kingdom - Sunday July 11 @ 10pm

I am..

2010-06-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

I am timid and
I am oversensitive
I am a lioness
I am tired and defensive
I am temperamental and
I have imperfections and
I am emotional
I am unpredictable
I am vulnerable
and now I am opening up to you
Love me or leave me
Just take it or leave it
It's not that I'm needy
Just need you to see me
Take me, free me, see through to the core of me
Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending
do you know me?

katharine mcphee - unbroken

2010-05-22T21:51:00.000-07:00

Unbroken is the sophomore album from American Idol season five runner-up, Katharine McPhee. The album was released on January 5, 2010 by Verve Forecast Records, her first album on the label.It debuted at #27 on the Billboard 200, selling 15,000 copies in its first week.

"Had It All": The single was released on McPhee's myspace page and to iTunes for purchase on August 25, 2009, and to AC and Hot AC radio on September 21. It peaked at #22 on Billboard's Adult Contemporary chart. "Had It All" has sold 25,000 downloads to date in the United States.

you can download her new single here:
Download Mp3 Katherine McPhee - Had It All

"must listen" songs from unbroken are:

had it all
terrified
unbroken
how
say goodbye
lifetime
anybody's heart

have fun guys, and be safe always...
with love, BeY....

2010-05-07T00:03:00.000-07:00

can you just adore him?

2010-04-20T08:55:00.000-07:00

He likes chocolate in the morning
he drinks his coffee late at night
You can sense that he is guarded
But that's alright
he'll fall asleep while your still talking
With unfinished books beside his bed
he'll cancel all of his appointments
And go shopping instead

he loves to watch the sunset
But he is partial to the rain
With those tears and that umbrella
His allure goes unexplained
You made dinner in your apartment
You both assume that he'll be late
he always has the best intentions
His goodness is innate

And in spite of what is right
Far beyond what he'd except
When the moon begs the question
Will you have the answer yet
Can't you just adore him?
Can't you just adore him?
Why can't you just adore him?

I like chocolate in the morning
I drink my coffee late at night

formspring.me

2010-04-15T09:02:00.003-07:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/beyheartly

formspring.me

2010-04-15T09:02:00.001-07:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/beyheartly

Christina Aguilera - Not Myself Tonight

2010-03-31T08:22:00.000-07:00

Christina Aguilera has revealed that “Not Myself Tonight” is the name for the first single off her new album Bionic.

The 29-year-old powerhouse singer also revealed the artwork to “Not Myself Tonight,” a sexy black-and-white photo of herself with drawn-on devil ears and a tail.

ALSO, the countdown time on ChristinaAguilera.com has started again. It looks like more big news will be announced the same time tomorrow. So exciting!!! The release of the new single, perhaps???

here's the lyric:

Written by Polow Da Don & Ester Dean
Produced by Polow Da Don for Zone4, Inc.

You know tonight, I am feeling a little out control
is this me, you wanna get crazy, because I don’t give a…

1ST VERSE
I’m out of character, I’m in rare form
And if you really knew me, you’d know its not the norm

B SECTION:
Cause I’m doing things that I normally won’t do
the old me’s gone I feel brand new
and if you don’t like it fuck you

The music’s on and I’m dancing
I’m normally in the corner just standing
I’m feeling unusual
I don’t care cause this is my night

HOOK (x2):
I’m not myself tonight
tonight I’m not the same girl same girl

2ND VERSE:
I’m dancing a lot and I’m taking shots I’m feeling fine
I’m kissing all the boys and the girls
someone call the doctor cause I lost my mind

B SECTION:
Cause I’m doing things that I normally won’t do
the old me’s gone I feel brand new
and if you don’t like it fuck you

The music’s on and I’m dancing
I’m normally in the corner just standing
I’m feeling unusual
I don’t care cause this is my night

HOOK (x2)

BRIDGE:
In the morning, when I wake up
I’ll go back to the girl I used to be
but baby not tonight

HOOK (x2)

Yah, that feels good, I needed that
Get crazy, let’s go, that’s right
Come on, give it to me now, don’t stop

you can download this single at:

http://www.index-of-mp3.com/download-_Not_Myself_Tonight-_Christina_Aguilera-fs253126692-2cade5a1.html OR

Download Mp3 Not Myself Tonight- Christina Aguilera

Have Fun Guysss....

What was the worst concert you went to?

2010-03-29T01:22:00.001-07:00

lom pernah...jrang ke konser...malesss...

Ask me anything

be positive

2010-03-22T09:09:00.000-07:00

another post..finally...
setelah bbrapa hal yg luar biasa dan byk hal yg biasa yg terjadi dalam hidupku...
dan stlah bingung mw ngepost apa..akhirnya aq bisa nulis juga.. huffftt!! ternyata nulis tu gak gampang.

apa yang saya lewati belakangan ini???
well, saya sibuk belajar and belajar..khususnya soal kredit yang sumpah! asli! bner2 menguras energi ku dan membuat pusing sepusing - pusingnya..
selain itu secara pribadi saya juga belajar untuk lebih bertanggung jawab dengan semua yg saya lakukan, lebiih memikirkan dengan matang apa yg hrs saya lakukan..
disamping itu semua saya juga belajar untuk merelakan beberapa hal dan percaya bahwa hal - hal baik akan saya lihat dan alami..
dan pelajaran terpenting bagi saya saat ini dan sampai saat ini saya masih terus belajar adalah bagaimana "BE POSITIVE".

bukan cuman be positive thinking tapi lebih dari semua itu adalah bagaimana be positive emotions!!! yup!! memiliki emosi dan perasaan positif merupakan hal yang susah - susah gampang (susahnya 2x lho!!)...

but i'm still learning coz i believe positive thinking comes from positive emotional and positive emotional comes from within your heart!!!
ketika kita memiliki hati yang selalu memancarkan hal - hal yang positif maka itu akan menghasilkan positive emotions yang akan menimbulkan positive thinking dan nantinya akan memampukan kita untuk bersikap positive!!!

yeah!! i think it's time for us to have a positive emotions!!
btw, i would share something that i read from www.dewi-sandra.com
i believe it's gonna help you to be positive...

Don’t quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will
when the road you’re trudging seems all up hill
when funds are low and the debts are high
and you want to smile but you have to sigh
when care is pressing you down a bit
rest, if you must, but don’t you quit
life is queer with its twists and turns
as every one of us sometimes learns
and many a failure turns about
when we might have won had we stuck it out
don’t give up though the pace seems slow
you may succeed with another blow
success is failure turned inside out
the silver tint of the clouds of doubt
and you never can tell how close you are
it may be near when it seems so far
so stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit
its when things seem worst that you must not quit.

hope u could be more positive each days...
okay..dah ngantuk banget ne..
that's enough for today!!
i wish u all the BEST!!!

God Bless You with All of HIS BLESSINGS!!!
Be POSITIVE!!!

with love, BeY...

Jessica Simpson's new song - Who We Are

2010-03-10T05:48:00.000-08:00

Everyone go to www.jessicasimpson.com and download to the theme song for POB "Who We Are"!!! and it's free guys, all u have to do just visit that website, click on music, and add your name and your email.. and follow the instructions.. it takes just less than 5 minutes to download the song.

and here's the lyrics:

Who we are
Who we are
Who we are

I have to take control
So much is left untold
Trying to find myself
At times it’s hard to know
Who we are, we are, we are

Words can cut so deep
Weighing down on me
Time and time I see how vicious the world can be
Who we are, we are, we are

We’re beautiful
Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be

We’re beautiful
Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be
Now never change a thing

We all have broken days
To paint it on our face
It gets too much to fake
And we wanna hide away
who we are, we are, we are

Inside, inside

We’re beautiful
Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, it’s who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be
Now never change a thing\

You’ve got to be you for yourself
Cuz you’re like nobody else
Who you are, you are, you are, you are

Yeah

Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, it’s who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be

We’re beautiful
Our flaws and all
They’re beautiful to me
It’s who we are, who we are
It’s who we’re meant to be
Now never change a thing

Who we are
Who we are
Who we are

Who we are

don't forget to catch her on VH1 at March 15, 2010..

with Love....

Bey

my big familly " ocean twelve "

2010-03-08T05:51:00.000-08:00

and now i would like to dedicate this post to my friends and my big familly "ocean twelve"...
org2 yang dah nemenin aq 3 bulan trakhir tpi serasa dah lama bgt...
org2 yg gila...narziss..tpi ttp cool and smart...
org2 yang ributnya minta ampun tpi ada "isi"nya...
org2 yang tak pernah aq nyangka bkal hadir dalam hidupku... huffftt....

post ne aq buat soalnya aq ngerasa klo special card yang aq ksh buat mereka msh kurang, trlalu byk hal yang ingin aq ceritakan soal mereka... and maaf juga klo ru dipostin soalnya gak sempet mulu, pdahal dah aq ketik sebelum OJT... ;p
and these are my 27 brothers and sisters that i truly love...

Adhit... he's deserve at number one.. karena dia ketua kelasnya ne anak2... orgnya punya jiwa kepemimpinan yang OK! mature, baek, smart and asyyik.. gak kebayang gimana susahnya ngurus 27 org yang aneh,gila,heboh, tpi ttp bs cool...hehe... nice to have u as our leader bro... keep going!!!
Anita... nah ne ibu wakilnya... awal ktmu aq kirain orgnya rada2 sombong gtu..*oopss! tpi stlah ktmu trnyata orgnya asyik, smart, n bisa diajak gila juga lho... aq kirain ne anak serius bgt, eh trnytaaaaa.... sama aja!!! i called her miss calm,soalnya dia tu bs tenang ja ketika ada peristiwa yg dah bqn aq panik,misalnya telat msukin laporan ojt internasional treasury..
Ardi... or nama bekennya oncom!!! gak tau dech dgn pasti gmn asal mulanya tu nama...tpi...yahhh oncommm... salah satu makhluk teraneh.. (sorry y ardi)... no hurt feelings.. kekuatannya adalah bulu matanya yg lentik ngalahin bulu mata tu cwek2 sekelas.. plus ekspresinya klo dah ngantukk...weeww...kagak nahannn buat ketwa..thx y ncom..gara2 lo ngantuk qta bs berkurang dikit... peace y ncomm...
Anin, Miss shopaholic... terknal dengan kegemarannya buat belanja yg gila2an...(koq berasa sama y! ) dan juga dengan celetukannya yang rame but so natural... kelas g bkal sepi tnpa dirimu sis.. sunshine girl... keep shining...
Amalia, Miss.Smart... gmn gak smart nilai ne anak pasti slalu termasuk diatas diantara anak2..makanannya apa y mal??? koq bs smpe segitu??? selain tu amalia juga aq knal sbgai cwek yang punya prinsip..pokoknya berintegritas tinggi dech kyk prinsip 46..hahahaha...
Albert, yupp..this is my BIG BRO! temen seperjuangan...hehehe... orgnya suka bgt makan itulah yang menyebabkan ia layak disebut BIG bro!!! n tentu ja dia juga suka ma yg namanya masak (khususnya buatin kue)... albert, janji yach hrs buatin kue or cake buat kita..WAJIB HUKUMNYA! ttp smangat yach bro, PeDe ja yach bro!!!
Arifni, makkk hajiiii.... pa kbr mak??? she's absolutely CRAZY!!! salah satu makhluk aneh juga ne anak! langka! WAJIB DILINDUNGI! wkwkwk! temen terbaik buat gila2an,ngeceng2in,blnja2,and karaoke yuk mak di inul vizta... you're my best friend in crime!
Arif, hi mas...orgnya kalem, gak byk ngomong, tpi trnyta msh bs diajak gila2an walopun g segila yg laen..calon ayah yang baek ne! aq doain y mas.. mature and wise merupakan kekuatannya...
Asripah ato sebut aja bunga (bukan nama sebenarnya) hahaha... smart girl and so high quality girl..jgn macem2 dech ma dia pokoknya.. miss calculate and financial analysis, mklum nak akuntansi trisakti.. sis bun, kpn donk gbung ma qta smua??? U go Girl!
Adnan, Mr.Thinker sejati!!! pas ktmu ma ne anak dah keliatan bgt klo ne anak smart,thinker, jadinya hati2 dech klo mo ngomong ma ne anak..hehehe..koq jdi serem yach..tpi TERNYATA!!! DIA JUGA GILA!!! KACAU!!!
Budi... org gila..gmn gak aq sebut gila?? masa bisa2nya ngerjain karyawan yg gi nawarin kartu kredit bank laen... trus dia tu motivasinya cmn mo tau tu produk plus ngetes tu mbak n mas.. trus ekspresi tu mas n mba dah bingung setelah ditanya2in tu anak... dasar!!! kurang kerjaan..but he's definetly a smart boy.. suka ngekritik tpi ttp membangun...
Dimas, pas ktmu kesannya koq ne anak diem bgt sich..jdi sungkan juga buat dketin..tpi stlah bebrapa waktu akhirnya aq bs mengenalnya lbh dekat, ternyata ne anak baek bgt, contohnya dia mau jdi mentor BB ku..(oopss..promosi)... dia juga orgnya sangat rapih and kyknya rada2 perfectionist!!! Mas, mabok BPP ma FAK and temen2 nya..kagak kuat aq...
Dadi, nah ne another Mr.Charming... cool and smart!!! tpi ttp bisa gokil...kenal lbh dket pas OJT INT-TRE and mang dia orgnya asyik!! gak nyesel kenal dech ma dia..(walaahhh..jgn GR yah Dad)... wokelaahh,kalo begitooo....
Ester, my craziest friend yet my big enemy..hahahaha..tiada hari tanpa mengejek..wkwkwk..tpi aq akuin dia org yg perfectionist and optimism... gak bisa diem..and ketwanya nyaingin mak kuntilanak..hahaha... pesanku ma ne anak..ster..please,don't forget to take a relaxx...and inget krim anti aging yach dibeli yach... hehehe..peace sis...
Eko, my friend called he as Mr.Sleeping Beauty, soalnya dia bs tidur cukup nyenyak pas di kelas, tpi ttp bs ngasih pertanyaan or ngejawab pertanyaan pas dia bangun... bner2 salah satu keajaiban dunia... Mr.Mucikari..hohoho... orgnya pemikir and slalu mempertimbangkan semuanya dengan seksama... Bro, sometimes life is about take a risk.. nice to have u as my Bro..
Loly, Miss Photogenic Wannabe (nah nulisnya bener gak tuch???)... orgnya asyik...awalnya lumayan kesulitan buat ngenal deket tpi trnyata... wow... geisha booo..jika cinta dia..jujurlah padaku... (ne lagunya loly pas karaokean trakhir)... gayanya asyik...
Nyimas alias Tia alias Tince... yg paling muda diantara semuanya... smart tpi ttp geol gila gitooo... terkenal dengan gaya bahasanya yang agak kebarat- baratan (dengan gaya cinta laura)...but she's a STAR!!! i know it!
Melly, A Little Monster...walopun kecil ne org...tpi jgn salah sangka..bawelnya weewww... cerewetnya weewwww.... pinternya juga wewwww.... anak akuntansi ne... dan skrg bergabung dalam genk kota!!! wkwkwkwk...
Nirwan alias Dono..totally funny... liat ekspersinya ja dah bqn ketawa..sorry bro.. tpi soal pelajaran weewww...jgn ditnya..dia msuk dalam jajaran bintang nominasi paling aktif dalam kelas... yeahh..bner kata nangke, Nirwan is a LIVING LEGEND! cukup tau aja.. gile loe Don...;D
Imron, cwok yang cool and dangerous..dangerousnya bukan yg gimana2 yach..tpi totally he's smart and have a lot of potentials. seorg cwok yang kyknya sich alim (hmmm...msh perlu direvisi dech kyknya, tkutnya terjadi discrepancy) kyknya dia juga adalah kapten kesebelasan futsal di kelas dech... maaf yach Ron, lom prnah gbung buat maen futsall... ;D
Okta, our little princess..ornya kecil, imut, and so gentle like a princess, mulai dari omongannya maupun cara jalannya..hehehe... sempet bqn khawatir qta pas dia hrs msuk RS gara2 tipes kemarin..but she's okay now... take care yach sis..love u sista...
Shinta, cwek yg independen and strong..jdi malu dech pas inget di pusdikajen kemarin... she's so strong and tough Girl... so proud of You!
Miki, My BIG BRO! nah..psti bakal sebel dia klo ad yg nyebutin BIG!!! hahahaha...lutchu..geol....and asyik... SUMPAH gw pernah KURUS!!! hahahaha! keep smiling bro! You're awesome!
Pandji, dikenal dengan kelucuan yang semakin menjadi - jadi... hehehe... pa lage pas liat dia ketwa..makin lutcu ne anak.. dia juga adalah aset penting dalam tim futsal kita lho... keep laughing bro! jgn berubah yach!
Rayi... she's so mysterious..hehehehe... jdinya bingung mo nulis apa??? apa karena lom dket yach..okelah klo begitoo..yg pasti orgnya asyik and gayanya juga chic..jiaaahh..chiccc..paan tu artinya??? You're so gorgeous sista!
Nangke, makhluk terlucu and tergila sekelas... sedihnya ketika tau dia harus ninggalin kami..tpi ttp bangga soalnya dia pergi buat suatu alasan yang hebat, dia pengen ngearih mimpinya.. living ur dreams sista. U r A STAR!
Ivan,hahahaha....yg terakhir ne..sorry bukannya lupa, tpi sengaja...inilah ketua kelas pengganti kami stlah adit milih Syariah... kepaksa sich milih ne anak..hahahaha..peace bro.. sangat terkenal dengan sebutan A-hong!!! pinter otomatis!!! Gila!!!! jgn ditanya!!! tu kan syarat buat jdi ketua kelas yang baru!!! hahahaha! ;D

yeah,,that's my bro and sis... a big familly...
sorry yach klo nulisnya g selengkap yg seharusnya soalnya bingung juga ternyata buat nulis kalian atu atu dengan segala kekompleksitasan kalian...
hahahahaha...
maaf juga potonya dikit... ntr liat ja dech di facebook..terlalu byk poto yg bs kumuat disini sama seperti byknya cerita yang gak bisa kutulis disini...
mungkin kita gak bakal selalu bersama,but i truly believe we're still a friend, even we're more than just a friend..we're one big familly...
we're all STAR and we deserve to twinkle! so it's time to twinkling guys...

with a lot of LOVE, BerthY

Jessica Simpson POB: Episode 1 – Thailand

2010-02-26T17:19:00.000-08:00

Jessica, Ken and CaCee are on their way to Bangkok! First stop Thai massage! After a brutal twisting by their massage therapists, the cast is off to meet Sonia, their beauty ambassador in Thailand. Sonia leads the gang through the open market where they learn that Thai women like their skin to be as fair as possible. Enter Panya, a woman disfigured by the overuse of bleaching cream.
Jessica is moved to tears by Panya’s emotional story. Up next, Jessica visits a monastery where she gets the giggles while attempting to meditate with a monk!
Finally, the cast ventures to the outskirts of Thailand to visit the Karen Hill Tribe of “ring neck women” where they witness a little girl getting her first of many rings to come. Jessica, Ken and CaCee are adorned with their own rings and celebrate this exotic beauty ritual with a traditional feast!

jessica simpson - The Price of Beauty (SOON)

2010-02-25T07:09:00.000-08:00

Every week Jessica will be landing in a remote corner of the earth where she will explore the region in the hope of uncovering their amazingly bizarre beauty secrets. Jessica Simpson: The Price of Beauty premieres Monday, March 15th at 10 pm et/pt.

The Price Of Beauty PROMOS

2010-02-23T07:48:00.000-08:00

The Price Of Beauty PROMOS + sweepsakes!!!

WOW WOW WOW! Love these!! Also, Allure has a contest for you and there are some great prizes!!

Discover Jessica Simpson’s The Price of Beauty

For her VH1 show, Jessica Simpson’s The Price of Beauty, the singer explored the beauty rituals of eight countries. We’re giving one reader her own international beauty adventure. Enter for a chance to win a four-night spa trip to the Hotel Fasano Rio de Janeiro. You can also score $1,000 worth of products from the Jessica Simpson Collection and one of 30 $100 spafinder.com gift certificates.
Click here to enter (US residents only, sadly! )

Source: Allure.com

i will learn

2010-02-21T07:32:00.000-08:00

I know what makes me comfortable
I know what makes me tick
And when I need to get my way I know how to pour it on thick
Cream and sugar in my coffee
Right away when I awake
I face the day and pray to God I won't make the same mistakes
and the rest is out of my hands

I don't know my Father
Or my Mother well enough
Seems like every time we talk we can't get past the little stuff
The pain is self inflicted
I know it's not good for my health
But it's easier to please the world than it is to please myself

I will learn to let go what I cannot change
I will learn to forgive what I cannot change
I will learn to love what I cannot change
But I will change,

Right now I can't care about how everyone else will feel
I have enough hurt of my own to heal

my own thought in the desperate times

2010-02-21T02:23:00.000-08:00

okayyy.. now..when i write my thought on my blog, u should know that i'm in a desperate time of my life.. and now i'm just asking to God what the hell is going on with me and my life!! i know life is not fair..but why it feels so complicated and damn! it feels like hell!!! at least one thing that i know, and it comes inside of me and i would like to share with u now.. please write it and hope u can get a new spirit to face ur own storm coz i believe there's a lot of u who feel the way i feel now... so, here we go...
I have always believed God won't give me more than I can handle
But sometimes when it's so hard And I'm falling apart I wonder if I can take this
Hurt I'm going through
But I know no matter what I do
There have been times in my life When all of my skies were blue and were so wide open
But lately all of my dreams seem so out of reach And everything feels so broken But it can't last too long So I'll just keep on holding on
We're all gonna cry sometimes
We're all gonna hurt sometimes
But it takes the good and the bad
The happy sad to make you feel alive
They won't all be sunny days
Life's gonna bring out some rain
But I can restore it
I'll be that much stronger for the pain
So even when I'm sad I know everyday I have is still special n worth bcoz Jesus Love Me
keep faith in Jesus, no matter what happen!

flash news: Orang Amerika Paling Menarik di Muka Bumi

2010-02-18T17:44:00.000-08:00

LONDON, KOMPAS.com — Warga Amerika merupakan orang-orang yang tampangnya paling menarik di seluruh dunia. Boleh percaya, boleh tidak, tetapi itu merupakan hasil sebuah survei terbaru terhadap lebih dari 5.000 warga Inggris.

Amerika Serikat, negerinya George Clooney dan Jessica Simpson, berada di puncak hasil jajak pendapat www.OnePoll.com, sebagaimana dikutip Telegraph, Rabu (17/2/2010). Tempat kedua diduduki Brasil, lalu Spanyol, yang merupakan negeri asal bintang Hollywood, Penelope Cruz, di tempat ketiga.

Para peselancar berambut pirang dan berkulit coklat dari Australia berada di tempat keempat, disusul Italia di urutan kelima. Orang-orang seksi dari Swedia, seperti model Victoria Silvstedt, berada di tempat keenam, dan Inggris sendiri hanya menempati urutan ketujuh. Orang India berada di posisi kedelapan, Perancis kesembilan, dan Kanada berada akhir barisan top 10.

Negara-negara tetangga Inggris juga tidak begitu baik poisisinya dalam survei itu. Wales hanya berada di urutan ke-13, Irlandia ke-16, dan Skotlandia ke-19.

Seorang juru bicara www.OnePoll.com, yang melakukan studi itu, mengatakan, "Amerika banyak menawarkan dan merupakan rumah bagi beberapa orang paling seksi di dunia. Orang-orang seperti Jessica Alba, Jennifer Aniston, dan Brad Pitt semuanya membantu citra Amerika sebagai tempat bermukimnya orang-orang yang menarik untuk dipandang. Namun, dengan jumlah populasi lebih dari 300 juta orang, Amerika mendapat keuntungan yang tidak adil."

Negara lain yang menempati urutan top 20 adalah Meksiko (11), Portugal (12), Rusia (14), Jepang (15), Argentina (17), Belanda (18), dan Jerman (20).

jessica simpson - The Price of Beauty

2010-02-13T20:23:00.000-08:00

jessica simpson - The Price of Beauty

No matter where you are in the world, chances are, you know that Jessica Simpson is no stranger to the spotlight. Her hit pop and country songs, movies, television and eponymous collection of shoes, clothes, bags etc. have helped to keep her in America’s eye, but we all know Jessica for more than just her career achievements. Jessica has been followed, studied and scrutinized since she released her first hit single at the age of 19. Now, Jessica turns the tables on our culture and cultures all over the world to find The Price of Beauty, her new original series on VH1.

The new VH1 docu-series, produced by RDF USA (Wife Swap, Secret Millionaire), takes Jessica all over the world to meet every day women. She may also discover some local pop culture icons on their own quests for beauty along the way. Jessica will study the local fashions, dietary fads and beauty regimes and even participate in some of the extreme practices she discovers.

“When Chris approached me with his idea for a show about true beauty, I was immediately intrigued,” Jessica stated. “I have always believed that beauty comes from within and confidence will always make a woman beautiful, but I know how much pressure some women put on themselves to look perfect. I am really looking forward to discovering how beauty is perceived in different cultures and participating in some of the crazy things people do to feel beautiful. I know we will all learn a lot on this journey and I am so excited that VH1 is coming along on what I’m sure will be a wild ride.”

Chris Coelen, CEO of RDF Media USA, said:

“In this series, Jessica will tackle a serious issue with her unique and relatable blend of humor and heart. We’re thrilled to be in business with Jessica, Joe and VH1 on what we know will be an exciting and eye-opening show.”

“Perhaps more than any other pop culture figure on the radar today, Jessica Simpson has been the target of our obsession with beauty on both sides of the equation. She is a woman who can set trends and create firestorms with a single photo,” said Jeff Olde, EVP, VH1 Original Programming & Production. “We could not be more thrilled that Jessica now gets to take control of that conversation and take a look at the idea of beauty through her own unique, unfiltered lens. And we at VH1 are excited to be in the passenger seat next to her as she begins this fantastic journey.”

The Price of Beauty is set to begin shooting in mid July. Executive Producers include Jessica and Joe Simpson as well as Chris Coelen, Claire O’Donohoe and Greg Goldman for RDF USA (Wife Swap, Secret Millionaire). The show will be produced by Jeff Olde, Jill Holmes, Alex Demyanenko and Sean Boyle for VH1 to air in march, 15 2010.

Source: VH1.com

what do you think bout valentine's day??

2010-02-13T07:51:00.000-08:00

apa sech sbnrnya valentine's day itu? pasti semuanya pada bilang klo itu adalah hari kasih sayang. saat dimana kita dapat berbagi kasih sayang, dan biasanya diidentikkan dengan kasih sayang sepasang kekasih. well klo saya pikir2 ternyata selama ini pun saya blom pernah ngerayain val'day dengan seseorg yg special. mungkin karena saya selalu menganggap val'day bukanlah sesuatu yang perlu dirayain secara lebih special. tapi, yang menjadi masalahnya ialah sepertinya perayaan hari kasih sayang ini sudah byk mengalami perubahan. yeah, i know time changes everything. tapi apakah cinta tu juga berubah??? apa yang saya liat skrg malahan adalah byk org menganggap val'day tu merupakan suatu perayaan yang hrs dirayakan dengan hura2, pesta, or something like that (sorry buat yg ga sepaham), dan yang lebih parahnya ialah val'day tu dianggap sebagai sebuah moment dimana kita bs saling share kasih sayang, cinta,or just a lust. apakah itu arti sebenarnya dari val'day?? bukankah val'day tu berarti kasih sayang. entah itu kasih sayang antara anda dan pasangan anda, anda dan keluarga anda, sahabat anda, dan siapapun itu.
please remember that valentine's day is about love. A Pure Love, not a Lust!

“Love is love! People should be able to do whatever makes them happy!
that's true but it is LOVE not a LUST!!!

tentu ada sex didlam cinta itu, tapi seks bukanlah cinta itu!
jadi, saat ini jika anda telah dianugerahi cinta itu, hargailah cinta itu. Jgn kotori cinta itu dengan nafsu sesaat! dan jika anda yang belum mendapatkannya, i just wanna say to you and to myself that don't give up on ur life, LOVE comes to those who believe it!!!

happy valentine's day everyone!
let your heart win!
xoxo - bey

You don't know what love is

2010-02-12T09:31:00.000-08:00

Last night I saw you as I stood in the rain
Brought me right back to that feeling again
I tried to hide the tears in my eyes
But you didn’t see as you walked on by
Tried to forget ya, I tried to move on
But the deeper I’m feeling, the harder I fall
Nothing else matters at all, let me tell you

Sometimes I think back when our love was new
The crazy things that we used to do
How could love that’s so right turn to something so wrong
Still can’t believe that you’re really gone
Wish I could stop all these thoughts in my head
Wish I could take back the words that I said
It’s a lesson I’ll never forget. let me tell you

You don’t know what love is till you lose it
You don’t know what you’ve got till it slips away
Leaves you alone in the dark and takes you and tears you apart
You don’t know what love is till it breaks your heart
Till it breaks your heart

Love has no season, no beginning nor end
No rhyme or reason, to the way the story ends
No way of knowing how a broken heart mends
Still we keep fallin’ time and time again

Vote Jessica FHM Sexiest Woman of 2010

2010-02-09T06:01:00.000-08:00

It’s that time of the year again. The FHM Sexiest Woman of 2010 is up and running and we need all the fans to vote for Jessica Simpson. They have listed Sweet Kisses under their source so we need to get Jess back on at her rightful place as Sexiest Woman in the World!!

PLEASE VISIT; http://www.sweetkisses.net/ or http://www.fhm.com/girls/covergirls/jessica-simpson and vote Jessica Simpson!

xoxo - bey

Valentine's Day (film)

2010-02-08T06:26:00.000-08:00

Valentine's Day is a 2010 American romantic comedy film directed by Garry Marshall. The screenplay was written by Katherine Fugate.

The film deals with casually intertwining stories of the heart that take place over the course of one Valentine's Day.

An on-leave army officer named Kate (Julia Roberts) is a passenger on a flight from Iraq to Los Angeles when she meets Holden (Bradley Cooper), a gay man whose lover is a closeted football player (Eric Dane). The owner of a florist shop, Reed (Ashton Kutcher) proposes to his girlfriend, Morley (Jessica Alba), while learning his best friend, Julia (Jennifer Garner), has a boyfriend named Harrison (Patrick Dempsey) who turns out to be married. An assistant named Liz (Anne Hathaway) is working at the biggest talent agency in town and is dating the mailroom assistant, Jason (Topher Grace). Julia's mother, Estelle (Shirley MacLaine) is a happy retiree who must reveal an affair from long ago to her husband, Edgar (Hector Elizondo). Their granddaughter (Emma Roberts) is going to have sex with her boyfriend at her high school, where Tyler Harrington (Taylor Lautner) and Samantha Kenny (Taylor Swift) are athletic teenagers who are deeply in love. Meanwhile, a publicist named Kara (Jessica Biel) is seemingly alone with no date on Valentine's Day working for her boss, Kelvin Briggs (Jamie Foxx), with whom she falls in love. Oscar-winning actress Kathy Bates makes an appearance as a "love therapist." Joe Jonas voices the dog of Alba's character Morley.

The in-depth storylines of Queen Latifah and George Lopez are unknown as of December 26, 2009.

well, it's gonna be a special gift for you on valentine's day. You should watch it guys...

Agnes Monica - Temperature (new single)

2010-02-07T07:01:00.000-08:00

Agnes Monica is back again with her new single call " temperature "
more sexy, more dance, more HOT!!!

Download mp3 Agnes Monica - Temperature or http://www.index-of-mp3.com/download-Agnes_Monica_-_Temperature-fs186387535-514fead.html

Belilah CD original dan gunakan Nada sambung pribadi NSP, RBT I-RING Agnes Monica - Temperature yach! love u Nez!!! :)

love quotes (part 1)

2010-02-06T06:02:00.000-08:00

these are some of my fav love quotes.. dedicate to you on this lovely month... let ur heart win!!!

No matter how hard you try and understand someone, if they're not willing to understand you, it will never work.
sometimes, in the name of love, you just have to say YES
I think sometimes you have to lose somebody completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you. -Dawson
love is not something you need to describe. you just need to feel it.
love people who make me laugh. I honestly think it’s the thing I like most, to laugh.
Surrender your fears - let your Heart out to play! There is magic, love & abundance when the Heart plays!
Love happens between two ppl when they see themselves in each other - when there's no distance & no resistance.
You'll see in the end, your heart is your best friend - so let go an start believin...! The Heart has its own reasons!
God made woman beautiful and foolish; beautiful, that man might love her; and foolish, that she might love him.
I love u smile at me, I love the way ur hands reach out & hold me near....I believe this is heaven to no one else but me.

okay, that's enough for now... gonna give some love quotes again next time...
just remember love is love and people deserve to be happy in love!

britney spears grammy fail

2010-02-05T20:27:00.000-08:00

look what britney spears's dress on grammy last night
This doesn’t even look like a real dress. It looks like she woke up late to the Grammys and didn’t have time to change out of her nightie.
sorry, brit, i love u but that's so stupid!!!!

taylor swift - today was a fairytale

2010-02-04T07:43:00.000-08:00

One of my favorite Artist!!!!! "Taylor Swift"!!!
And here in her latest single which released today, few days ago.
From her upcoming movie "Valentine's Day" which going to be released on Feb 12th
in this movie she will be pairing with Taylor Lautner! i can't wait for this movie!!
"Today Was a Fairtytale" which is amazing song! give urself a try!!!!

here is the lyric:

Today was a fairytale
You were the prince
I used to be a damsel in distress
You took me by the hand and you picked me up at six
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
I wore a dress
You wore a dark grey t-shirt
You told me I was pretty when I looked like a mess
Today was a fairytale
Time slows down whenever you're around

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Today was a fairytale
You've got a smile that takes me to another planet
Every move you make everything you say is right
Today was a fairytale
Today was a fairytale
All that I can say is it's getting so much clearer
Nothing made sense until the time I saw your face
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
Yeah yeah

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Time slows down whenever you're around
I can feel my heart
It's beating in my chest
Did you feel it?
I can't put this down

But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
But can you feel this magic in the air?
It must have been the way you kissed me
Fell in love when I saw you standing there
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale
It must have been the way
Today was a fairytale

Oh oh oh
Yeah ohooh...
Today was a fairytale

" Taylor Swift - Today Was a Fairytale" debuted at #2 on the U.S. Billboard Hot 100 chart for the week of February 6, 2010. The debut was a career best for Swift, beating "Fearless" which debuted at number 9. It also debuted at #52 on U.S. Hot Country Songs the same week based on unsolicited airplay. The song sold 325,000 downloads, breaking the record for best first-week download sales by a female artist previously held by the Britney Spears track "Womanizer" which sold 286,000 in its first week. It is Swift's sixth Top 10 single on the Hot 100 and her 23rd top forty single.

here's the link:
http://www.multiupload.com/R5OJT0E6YV

love management

2010-02-01T08:44:00.000-08:00

My Love Management to you guys on this valentine's month...
let fill the air with LOVE!!!

Love Management Rule #1 :

" MAKE THINGS SIMPLE "

Love Management Rule #2 :

" IF THINGS GOING HARDER AND CRUCIAL, SEE RULE #1 "

XOXOXO - bey

Note to God

2010-01-30T09:49:00.000-08:00

If I wrote a note to God I would speak whats in my soul I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away, For love to overflow
If I wrote a note to God I'd pour my heart out on each page I'd ask for war to end For peace to mend this world I'd say...
If I wrote a note to God I would say what on my mind I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world Until these times If I wrote a note to God I'd say please help us find our way End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts And I'd say...
Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from You Grant us the faith to carry on Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong On this road we're on

For My People

2010-01-30T08:46:00.000-08:00

This is for the people

Who do understand

That it's all about

Give and take and what you make

You'll get in the end

This is for the ladies

Who don't give a damn

When the people say: "Paint your face and keep your grace and stand by your man"

This is for the fellas

Who do understand

It ain't all about

Sex and drugs and money sucks

If you only pretend

And when the lights go out today

I hope that you all get into what I say

There's nothing greater than human love

It is brought by nature or send from up above

Memoirs of the Last X'mas

2010-01-25T08:58:00.000-08:00

December, 26 2009

Well..akhirnya aq menyadari bhwa ini tak sebaik yg kukira…

Ku rasa aq tlah kelewatan batas dan ini semua malah berbalik padaku…

Setiap kata2 negatif entah itu hanya merupakan lelucon ternyata dapat merobek luka yg kukira tlah sembuh itu…

Yah..aq terluka karna smuanya bukan karena perktaan mereka tpi krna kenyataan bhwa aq tdklah sebaik dan sespecial yg aq kira… byk org mengtakan dan aq sering mmbca di buku2 kepribadian bhwa qta smua adalah org2 yg special… tpi yg kuliat lain adanya… apa aq tlah membuat ksalahan lagi sperti yg slalu aq lakukan berharap pada org yg salah…

Aq hrs realistis….mungkin itulah pelajaran yg kudapat dari natal taun ini….

Aq hrs realitis dgn keadaan mereka… keadaan dia…. Dan terlebih penting aq hrs realistis dgn diriku sndri…

Aq hrs realisitis dgn realita yg ada…

Aq ttp percya pada apa yg disebut org cinta… aq percaya bhwa cinta dpt membawa sebuah kebahagiaan.. karena cinta sendiri adalah kebahagiaan…tpi spertinya kebahagiaan itu takkan pernah menjadi milikku…

Kesepian dan kehampaan mungkin adalah milikku… terlalu sering aq merasakannya… awalnya memang terasa sangat sakit..tpi entahlah tiba2 aq merasa nyaman dgn rasa itu.. bahkan aq kini mengingikannya..

Aq malah bersyukur rasa sepi dan hampa itu ada… apa ini semua karena aq trlalu sering mengalaminya?? Bahkan ditengah keramaian sekalipun… aq slalu merasa bahwa ada sesuatu dari diriku yang tak lengkap, hilang, hampa dan tak kembali..sesuatu yg aq sndripun tak tau itu apa???

Akhirnya yg bisa kulakukan adalah bersyukur kepada Tuhan untuk semuanya termasuk rasa sepi dan hampa ini… aq tak mau melukai keluargaku. Saudaraku, teman2ku, dan mereka yg mencintai aq ( entah ada atau tidak ada ) dan terlebih penting aq tidak mau melukai Tuhanku..

Aq percaya setiap awal pasti ada akhir…

Tapi yang takkan pernah kutau bagaimanakah akhir dari rasa kesepian dan kehampaan ini???

Sebuah kehidupan yang baru dan lebih baik ataukah sebuah titik akhir yang indah???

Entahlah….

Hug and kisses….

Bey…

my new layout blog

2010-01-22T21:38:00.000-08:00

yeayy.... i have a new layout blog, and it's all about valentine's day.. so i would kike to say that for a couple of days i'm gonna write bout love... yeah..about love..something beautiful in this world.
and about my days..i'm still working and learning bout my new job, it's not easy but i really try the best of me!
i also met another new guy, and i'm still waiting for my soulmate. i do believe in happilly ever after.
I also still waiting of jessica simpson's new reality show "The Price Of Beauty". damn! i love this girl! own your beauty! You are Worthy and Beautiful.

i belong to me

2010-01-09T02:47:00.000-08:00

well..this is from jessica simpson - i belong to me...
there's a lot of stories behind this song for me...
and i would like to share this song to all of u...
this song taken from her " a public affair " album...
it really inspire me and keeps me going through my hardest day...
hope u can feel it too...
and this song goes...

I belong to me...

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

let your heart win

2010-01-07T20:17:00.000-08:00

just realize this is my first blog in a new year.. and just like ussually in a new year,most people keep talking bout their resolution in this new year.. and how about you? did u have any resolution? well, i think one of my new resolutions are let your heart win. yup..just let your heart win.. u can use ur mind but remember to ask ur heart, listen to the voice within you.. there will be a lot of people who would kill to see u fall, so just keep your head up and listen to the voice within,let your heart win.. may love be with u.. xoxo ~ bey

my special quote

2009-12-30T03:54:00.000-08:00

some of my special quote to YOU :

"You've got to have a dream...if you don't have a dream then how are you gonna have a dream come true."
"Just because you see yourself as the worst doesn't mean that everyone sees you that way."
"It is not in the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves."
"Life is like a roller coaster. You better enjoy the ride before you reach the end."
"Memories good or bad will bring tears, and words can never replace these feelings."
"If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change the way you think about it."
"Things happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all that you were intended to be."
"Some men see things as they are and say 'why'? I dream things that never were and say 'why not'?"
"Tomorrow is always fresh, with no mistakes in it."
"I'm not beautiful like you. I'm beautiful like me. Just the way I am."
"Everyone's a star and deserves the right to twinkle."
"The less we look with our eyes, the more we will see with our hearts."
"When you want something you've NEVER HAD, you have to do something you've NEVER DONE."
"From every wound there is a SCAR, and every scar tells a STORY. A story that says, 'I SURVIVED'
"Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in. Inside I feel like screaming."
"The past is the past but yet its to painful to forget."

thank you

2009-12-30T03:33:00.000-08:00

well... we're in the of 2009... and now i'm just thinking bout everything that happen through this year.. of course there's a lot of stories - joy, pain, happiness, sad, and many more...
i have been through a long journey this year and i'm so exciting to see another magical things in my life when 2010 comes...
before that, i would like to say " BIG THANK YOU " to some people who helped me throughout this year..
first, to my familly - thank you for ALL UR LOVE!!!! I can't imagine what my life would be without ur unconditional love and support...
to my bff - best friends 4ever - erly, frits, atian, chiby, ecano, ulis, adolop - thank you - keep going guys!!!! hope to see u soon... miss our crazinesss...
to my new big familly at ODP batch 12 - what can i say now?? well, u come like a wind.. so fast but brings a lot of happiness... i love u and i hope we can make it !!!!
to my baby EW.. thx for all!!!
to my new hook up - my cure B and my D - well, i'm still loving u but letting u go are the best decision i ever did... we can still be a friend...
to all my friend at facebook and my tweeties at twitter.. thank you for making my day more colorfull than before... sorry for some my stupid status...
to all of them who i can't mention now.. sorry for everything... THANK YOU!!! ;)
and the last but not LEAST i would like to say BIG THANK YOU to my LORD, KING, SAVIOUR, FATHER, and my BEST FRIEND - JESUS CHRIST - I LOVE U AND I ALWAYS DO!!!

xoxoxo
bey

Christmas from the Heart

2009-12-06T03:55:00.000-08:00

well..i guess it's too late to tell u bout this album...but better late than never..
it's december and i can feel x'mas spirit in the air, so i would like to recommend u this special x'mas album from special singer...

Christmas from the Heart is the second studio album, and first Christmas album, by American singer-songwriter David Archuleta. The album was released on October 13, 2009. "Melodies of Christmas", which was co-written by Archuleta, is the lone original song on the album.

The track listing is as follows.
"Joy to the World" – 4:19
"Angels We Have Heard on High" – 3:36
"O Come All Ye Faithful" – 3:19
"Silent Night" – 4:49
"The First Noel" – 4:32
"O Holy Night" – 5:55
"Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas" (featuring Charice Pempengco) – 4:36
"I'll Be Home for Christmas" – 3:01
"Pat-a-Pan" – 3:25
"What Child Is This?" – 4:47
"Riu Riu Chiu" – 3:54
"Ave Maria" – 5:44
"Melodies of Christmas" – 4:35

wish u have a wonderful x'mas this year...
xoxo...
bey...

chances..

2009-11-28T04:20:00.000-08:00

wah...long time no see u yach....
really miss my blog...
well,there's a lot of things happen with me and one thing that i know God is GOOD!!!
He knows everything about me... He knows my way...
our chances in life are endless so just keep taking them...
never give up with ur life... ur life is beautiful... respect that...
ada byk cerita baru, tmen baru, sodara baru, n moga aja bkal dapet pcar baru...
hehehehehe....
well.that's enough for today...
never stop to believing!!!
xoxoxo, bey...

when I loved you like that...

2009-11-09T03:50:00.000-08:00

this is from the bottom of my broken heart...
to someone who I really loved…

I’m lost without you…

You lit me up just like a match
Then you burned me out just as fast
You flew me high just like a kite
Up in the air leaving me there alone in the sky
You put my love in a bottle in the ocean
Thinking you could control the time, yeah
Just so you could have the feeling
Of wanting me back one more time
I held you like the morning holds the sun so carefully
I let you shine
So wild and free so endlessly
I gave you every part of me

Now you walking in the city streets
And your cold and you're all alone
The only thing keepin' you company
Is the melody in your song
Keep singin' it
Hirsch scotch on the rocks
And drink your misery down
Go home and make love with him
And picture me,remember me...

It’s over now babe…

upcoming album: christina aguilera and jennifer lopez

2009-11-09T03:09:00.000-08:00

breaking news: upcoming album from christina aguilera and jennifer lopez

christina aguilera :
Light & Darkness is the leaked working title of the fourth full-length English studio album by American singer Christina Aguilera and is set to be released in the beginning of 2010.
Christina recently said she cowrote tracks with producer M.I.A. and Santogold ^[19] and according to the producer Tricky Stewart, chart-topping Hip-Hop artist Flo Rida will be featured on the album.
Record Producer, Rob Lewis has stated in an interview that Christina wants a more 'Futuristic' sound for the forthcoming album. He said that Christina invited him to Kanye West's concert to help analyze every detail including staging, performance and the music. Lewis stated that he was also asked what he thought of a possible collaboration between Christina and Kanye.

jennifer lopez:

Love? is the name of the upcoming sixth studio album from American pop singer Jennifer Lopez. It is scheduled for release in the UK on January 25, 2010, through Sony Music Entertainment and January 26 in the US through Epic Records.
it is set to feature production from Danja, Jim Jonsin, Darkchild, Chris n Teeb (from Dropzone), and The Neptunes amongst others. A song titled "Fresh Out The Oven" featuring Miami rapper Pitbull surfaced online in October 2009 but it has since been revealed by her record label that it is simply a buzz single that won't appear on the album.

The buzz single "Fresh Out The Oven" (featuring Pitbull) will also be released with a music video to begin the album's promotion. Lopez was in attendance at the LIV Nightclub in Miami on October 24, 2009, where she debuted the music video for "Fresh Out The Oven"with official remixes by Jump Smokers and Hex Hector also being previewed. On November 5, 2009, MTV gave a sneak peak of the music video and reported that contrary to previous reports the song will be included on the album.

leona Lewis - Echo (DELUXE EDITION)

2009-11-07T03:03:00.000-08:00

leona lewis - echo

Echo is the upcoming second studio album by English R&B/pop singer Leona Lewis. It is scheduled for release on 16 November in the United Kingdom by Syco Music,followed by 17 November in the United States under J Records. Its worldwide release will be through Sony Music.

"Happy", the first single from the album, premiered on the UK'S The Radio 1 Chart Show on 6 September 2009. The first televised performance of "Happy" was on the fourth series finale of America's Got Talent on 16 September 2009, and Lewis performed it at the VH1 Divas concert on 17 September 2009. On 29 October Lewis performed at the Malmö Arena's Breast Cancer Pink Ribbon Gala in Sweden. She is set to perform at the 2009 MTV Europe Music Awards in Berlin on 5 November 2009. Lewis will perform on The X Factor on 8 November.

Lewis was scheduled to appear on the BBC's The One Show on 14 October 2009, but she pulled out following an incident at a booksigning of her autobiography Dreams where a man punched her in the face. She also cancelled a two-day promotional trip to Germany. She rescheduled her appearance on The One Show to 26 October. On 24 October, Lewis performed on the Swiss television show Benissimo, and on 25 October, she performed "Happy" live on the Dutch show Life4You.

Lewis performed an exclusive live show at the Hackney Empire in London on 2 November 2009, her first full UK show, where she performed nine songs in total, including four from Echo. It is reported that a world tour will take place starting in May 2010 in support of Echo and Spirit.

Track Listing :

Happy
I Got You
First Time
Can’t Breathe
Brave
Outta My Head
My Hands
Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Broken
Love Letter
Naked
Don’t Let Me Down
Alive
Lost Then Found (feat. One Republic)

i belong to me

2009-11-06T03:16:00.000-08:00

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you
I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else
Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

love???

2009-10-29T04:19:00.000-07:00

well.. what is love? apa itu cinta??? pasti donk semuanya bs memberikan arti masing2.... but, somehow love can so complicated like i feel now...
ada sebuah kata bijak yang mengatakan : " Mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kita untuk bertemu dan mencintai dengan orang yang tidak tepat. Jadi ketika kita akhirnya bertemu dengan orang yang tepat kita akan tahu betapa berharganya anugerah cinta tersebut."

yah... mungkin ada benarnya juga.. coba km pikir n hitung berapa kali kamu dah menjalin sebuah hubungan dan kemudian putus di tengah jalan karena berbagai alasan entah itu yg sepele ampe yg bersifat prinsip... jika itu karena sebuah alasan yg bersifat prinsip mungkin dapat dimaklumi tpi apa yg biasa aq liat malah sebaliknya... byk org yg malah mengambil kata putus untuk suatu alasan yg sepele bahkan terkesan seenaknya.... lom lgi klo cinta itu dah dibumbui oleh yg namanya SEKS... byk temen ku yg blg klo seks tu penting, yah bener.. but sex not everything!!! msh ada hal2 laen yg lebih penting n berharga daripada sebuah SEKS...

jika saat ini disampingmu ada seseorang yang begitu mencintaimu, maka terimalah dia apa adanya dia.. mungkin dia g sempurna ( km juga g sempurna kan?!! ),

belajarlah mencintai dia yang tidak sempurna itu dengan sempurna... hargailah cinta itu sebelum cinta itu pergi meninggalkanmu.. tak sadarkah kau bahwa ada orang lain di luar sana yang rela memberi apa saja dari dirinya untuk mendengar orang yang dicintainya mengatakan : "i love u" atau setidaknya bisa melihat orang yang dicintainya itu tersenyum padanya..

karena itu kalau saat ini kamu masih diberi kesempatan untuk mencintai maka cintailah cinta itu dengan sepenuh cintamu...

carrie underwood - play on

2009-10-29T04:07:00.000-07:00

Play On is the third studio album from American country artist Carrie Underwood. It will be released in the United States on November 3, 2009. The first single, "Cowboy Casanova", was released to country radio on September 14, 2009.In addition, three promotional singles were made available to iTunes prior to the release of the album.

The album is named after the song Play On. It was reported that Carrie had been working with R&B singer Ne-Yo but she is not sure if the song that they wrote will make it to the album, stating that she's "not sure if it fits within the context of the rest of the album." The song did not end up making the final cut.

One of the tracks entitled "Look At Me" was previously recorded by country singer, Alan Jackson, on the Billy: The Early Years soundtrack. Vince Gill is reported to sing background vocals on the track.

Mama's Song was revealed courtesy of Billboard on billboard.com on October 11, 2009.

TRACK LISTING:
1. "Cowboy Casanova"
2. "Quitter"
3. "Mama's Song"
4. "Change"
5. "Undo It"
6. "Someday When I Stop Loving You"
7. "Songs Like This"
8. "Temporary Home"
9. "This Time"
10. "Look At Me"
11. "Unapologize"
12. "What Can I Say" (featuring Sons of Sylvia)
13. "Play On"

dewi sandra - wanita

2009-10-27T05:18:00.000-07:00

" DEWI SANDRA - WANITA " track list:

WELL...SHE'S BACK AGAIN..... A NEW DIVA FROM INDONESIA....
somehow, i just love this girl.. love her music, style, passion in music and creativity...
WANITA is her best album she ever did...
you must have it guys....