berthy's world

in the beginning,, yeah so much exciting and scaring at the same time!!!
new place, new people, new culture, new city,,, well everything's new!
aku percaya qta semua pernah ngalamin n ngerasan hal kyk gini.. jauh dari keluarga n sodara, bner2 sendiri, and hrs ngehadepin sesuatu yg baru..  well, i think that's sound a lil scary but excited!
and well., let's say i've been through this for a couple months..
leaving my familly and friends, living in a big city without familly, be unknown by the people around, meet new people with new culture! and yess, it makes me scare!!!
i learn so much to accept the reality and differencies! and one thing is i learn so much how to dealing with changes! and you know it's not easy!
i never travelled alone, but now, look, here i am, alone, in this stranger city. all alone, slept alone, taste a food alone, watched movie alone, learn to laugh at yourself or cry by yourself, wash your clothes alone, yeaahh, all alone, all by myself... and it never easy! but one thing for sure that i truly believe that life's so amazing!
i see a lot of new things, a lot of different place, a lot of new face, and of course fall in love with a new love! hah! that's makes life more colorfull than before!
and it will be a precious experience that i will cherish forever! and i can't wait to see what life takes me to another new chapter!
enjoy every journey of my life like it never happen again!
i know that the beginning always the HARDEST, but i won't give up, i'll keep trying till the end!



Love, BeY.... Xoxo

It’s important to fall in love with someone you don’t want to change. - Jessica Simpson.


what a great and deep quotes! read it and keep it in ur heart guys!
thank you so much to http://sweethazzard.com for sharing it to us!!! 


Love, Bey... xoxoxo...

"Dear self,you deserve to be happy as much as you try to make others happy."

yeah, that's a quote i found last night... and yes, i kept thinking bout that quote... kalo aq pikir2 lage ternyata quote itu byk arti deh.. yah, gak salah, bahkan bner bgt klo qta mencoba untuk membuat org laen happy, bahkan itu pun bs dianggap ibadah.. coba bygin qta bs membuat org laen tersenyum, ketawa n happy.. Wowww!! it's such a great blessings for me! mungkin aja dengan membuat org laen tersenyum or bahkan ketawa (Baca happy), qta bs sedikit meringankan kesedihannya akan masalah yg dihadapinya.. i know sometimes life gets so rough! aq sering bs merasakan kebahagiaan ketika aq bs membuat salah seotg disekitarku tersenyum or ketawa,,, :D

tapi.... sometimes, qta sering berpikir yang penting org laen seneng deh, itu dah cukup, and gak jarang malah qta yg dirugikan.. qta yg dilukai,, perasaan qta, qta korbankan buat kebahagiaan org laen, and,, hey,, tuh gak salah jg koq... berkorban bagi org laen, khususnya org yg qta cintai.. wow! i think that's the meaning of LOVE!

tapiiii... (ada tapi nya lageee).. bukan berarti qta bs terus menerus mengorbankan perasaan qta bagi org laen.. heelllooo!!! u deserve to be HAPPY too!!! inget kata org bijak yg qra2 seperti ini bunyinya : "aq gak pernah tau apa itu kunci kesuksesan sbnrnya, tpi yg aq tau salah satu kunci kegagalan dalam hidup adalah mencoba untuk slalu menyenangkan org laen" it meansss... qta gak akan pernah bs untuk menyenangkan org laen, slalu saja ada kurangnya di mata org tsb.. tpi itu bkn brarti qta berhenti tuk membuat org laen happy! qta bs terus membuat org laen happy, but, please remember, when the time comes, i mean YOUR TIME! sometimes, all u have to think, all u have to care, all u have to worry is about YOU!!! 

Respect Yourself, and the world will respect YOU!

You are LOVED! You are SPECIAL! You are deserve to be HAPPY!

I am LOVED! I am SPECIAL! I am deserve to be HAPPY!

 

love, berthy.... xoxo

 michelle branch
‘Everything Comes And Goes’ represents Branch’s first project since she enjoyed her first country smash with 200’s acclaimed album ‘Stand Still, Look Pretty’ by The Wreckers, the duo with which Branch made an inspired vocal and songwriting collaboration that was nominated for both a CMA Award and a Grammy. The popularity of The Wreckers helped establish Branch as a fixture of country radio. True to its philosophical title, ‘Everything Come And Goes’ documents what became a complicated and emotional time in the life of Branch, who first moved to Nashville four years ago with her musician husband Teddy Landau to make music and start a family. According to Branch, ‘Everything Comes And Goes’ – produced by John Leventhal and John Shanks (’My Two Johns,’ Branch calls them with a laugh) – reflects what she calls ‘two break-ups the past year or two.’ Born in Sedona, Arizona, Branch took voice lessons at eight, got her first guitar by fourteen, and instantly became obsessed with songwriting. That same passion resulting in Branch releasing her first independent album ‘Broken Bracelet’ and signing her first major label record deal with Maverick before she turned eighteen.
Release name: Michelle_Branch-Everything_Comes_And_Goes-(EP)-2010-VAG
Label: Reprise
Genre: Pop
Quality: VBR kbps (179 Kbps Avg)
Time: 0h 20min 53sec total
Size: 26.86MB
Tracklist:
01. Ready To Let You Go
02. Sooner Or Later
03. I Want Tears
04. Crazy Ride
05. Summertime
06. Everything Comes & Goes

download :  http://www.mediafire.com/?dc2u4mqyodp2wjo

Once you find the love within yourself, share it with the whole world. The more of your self-love that you share the more you'll receive.

Eventually someone will come along & love you just as much as you love yourself. If you feel the same way - that's true love!

Love, Berthy...

Jessica AMAZING country record had it’s b’day a couple days ago. To me, it was the come of age of Jessica. It was the most coherent and mature of her great music collection: Sweetkisses: a young girl, looking and wanting to find love -( my favorites: heart of innocence, You don’t know what love is, your faith in me, I wanna love you forever)- Irresistible: The confusion of a girl who is still not a woman. Lot of up beats with breathe taking ballads ( My favorites:There you were, When you told me you loved me, For your love,To fall in love again, little bit) In this Skin: the most amazing anthem to being in love I have ever heard (My favorites: I have loved you, You don’t have to let go, Underneath, Be, with you) – A Public Affair: trying to cope with a heartbreak and pretending all is well, when we know it’s not ( My favorites: The lover in me, A public affair, Between you and I, walking round in a circle, I don’t want to care) – Do you know: A self awareness of love and life, of love and break up, of hope and disappointment. ( I have listen to this record Non-stop for A LOT of weeks. It was the only record I listen to until I memorized all the lyrics, all the pauses and rhythm, so I love all and every single track on it)


source : www.sweethazzard.com
p.s : i do love all of her album too!!! xoxoxo!

look what i found on www.sweethazzard.com
it's a jessica simpson's fan base.. and i just read a great article bout body image, it's so positive and i would like to share it through my blog :

As every women (AND MEN), We have body issues. We all have it. And usually it’s flaws that only we see. I think That is sad. I think we need to stop it. Whenever I want to see a beautiful person I go trough Jessica’s Pictures. I think she has gone trough so many styles, and she rocked them all. I mean, just take a look: She was light blond, dark blond, brunette, red haired, she can sport a lot of make up; no make up; casual and simple, dressed up and glammed up.. girl next door, drop-death sex symbol and she never fails.

She is beautiful. And yet, she – like SO many other famous stars – have been criticized by her clothes’ choice, her hair and make up, etc, etc, etc …

Paparazzi are on the prowl to find every little flaw in all celebrities: every inch of cellulite, every extra pound, every pimple and freckle and enlarge, zoom in and act like that picture is as important, as shocking as a war picture of dying, starving people. It is NOT. Having cellulite, freckles, a little belly, frizzy hair, small eyes, large nose IS NOT A BIG DEAL. We are MORE than that. MUCH more! I love how Sandra Bullock Doesn’t have a lot of boobs and could care less, how Kristen Dunst and Vanessa Paradis don’t have perfect teeth and keep on smiling, How Beyoncé doesn’t have the skinniest tights, but she still flaunts them, how Jennifer Lopez has a big behind and loves it … If we take a look, no ONE is perfect. But when we accept who we are, and love our flaws we became as perfect as we can ever be. And that’s all we can ever ask for.

So, let’s stop this non-sense of criticizing people for what they look like. We are UNIQUE. Perfectly broken. So let’s celebrate beauty where we can find it.

Today I saw an interview of an older lady I truly admire. They asked her, if she didn’t mind the age spots. She said NO – She loved her age spots, her wrinkles, her extra ponds that plastic surgeons are always trying to convinced her to get rid of. She chose not to. She doesn’t feel she needs to change a thing. She said – If people are going to love me , they are going to take me for who I am: age spots in my hands, and rounder like this – she said with a huge smile of only someone who’s truly in love with Life can carry.

One day I’ll be like that. So, please do not criticize Jessica. You are criticizing also my taste and my notion of beauty.

My love, we have seen it all
The Endless confession,The rise and fall
As fragile as a child
Lately I'm sorry I can't hold a smile
My love, can you give me strength
Somehow I forgot how to ease my pain
I know I'm right where I belong
Something from nothing never proved me wrong
But I stand tall to get by
No matter how hard I try to hide
Did you know I take the time for you
Did you know that I would see you through
Did you know that I would play the part
I must've made it clear right from the start

feels like it's been forever,,, finally i'm back again to write some new blog...
yah,,, maklum byk bgt kerjaan n peristiwa yg terjadi di hidupku belakangan ini..
salah satunya ketika blog terakhir aq tulis, aq msh di jkt, and menikmati setiap kemacetan and kemegahan yang ditawarkan ibukota.. and now,here i am, manado...
another beautiful city in Indonesia, gak pernah nyangka bakal smpe dsini..
new city, new people, new culture, new work ... smua perubahan itu jujur membuat aq shock.. *kata temenku culture shock... ;)
klo mw jujur pun, sungguh yg namanya perubahan tu mang gak enak, gak nyaman, and i confess i'm almost give up..tpi aq inget lage ma salah satu kata bijak klo sbenernya di dunia ini hanya ada satu hal yg gak akan berubah yaitu : PERUBAHAN.

banyak rasa campur aduk jadi satu skrg : pasrah, desperate, homesick, kecewa, marah ma diri sendiri, semangat lage, trus pgn kabuur aja...
gimana sih rasanya klo qta dituntut dgn suatu tanggung jwb yg lbh besar pdhl qta lom bner2 siap? gimana sih rasanya ketika km dah berjuang sekeras yg km bs, and hasilnya malah gak dianggep? gimana sih rasanya klo km mencoba utk tersenyum hnya utk menjaga perasaan org2 yg kau sayangi n org2 disekitarmu? gimana sih rasanya klo km dah hampir nyerah and realize it's not suppose to ended like this? all these questions and many more still cross my mind, and trust me i know how it feels...

but in the end, all i know that God never let me alone through all this rough way...
Tuhan slalu bekerja di dlam segala sesuatu yang terjadi...
never give up, never stop to dreaming...
coz i have a dream, someday... yeah..someday i'm gonna see the sun shines through my window,, and when it happens i know that my time is come.. time to shine...

whatever happens tomorrow,, i don't know...
one thing that i know and i try so hard to keep it in my mind and my heart is :

" Do You afraid of your tomorrow?? Jesus said : i was there before you "

berthy, Xoxo...